Miracles in my Life

autobio4-final-Golden Border Excerpts from: Autobiography of a Goddess I AM has also been known as Diana Leighland, Diane Leighland-Best and Dianne Jean Turner Copyright - I AM 1991 - 2014 - All Rights Reserved This is a this poem I wrote for GOD:   GOD = GREAT ONE DIVINE

This is a poem that I wrote for GOD = Great One Divine.

This is a poem that I wrote for GOD = Great One Divine.

Earth Angels Call to Action: In this present age, many beautiful souls from angelic realms have answered the call to spread their radiance in physical form. This divine intervention was requested by Earth when atomic energy was being crafted into the ultimate weapon of destruction, and all life came to be in jeopardy of extinction. Then GOD's messengers came forth throughout the grand universe, seeking volunteers willing to forsake their beautiful lives, homes and families to answer the call to come serve a planet and people so precious to our Creator.

Many of us, along with many of our children are the Light workers of this world. We are the hope of this planet, the gifted children of Almighty GOD, who have come to help usher in the Golden Age to remedy a  desperate world situation. As we become glorified beings, we raise the vibration in the atmosphere all around us everywhere we go. We must spread our radiance, as Christ did simply by his presence, to raise Earth and her people to a higher consciousness. Consider the impact that one man, fully realized in Christ consciousness, had two thousand years ago. Now consider what millions coming into full Christ-consciousness at this time would mean in the glorious annals of Earth. As we ascend both physically and in our consciousness, so does our planet Earth ascend, for we are part of her. Did it ever occur to you that all life and sustenance comes from Earth? She, herself, is a living goddess and our paradise home, and we are here to assist with her ascension. It is now time for us to forsake the little human dramas so we may come into the full light of Truth, mastery and abundance. This is a true call to Light for so many of us who are the gods and goddesses of paradise. Wake up, join us, and together we will free the bond-slaves of fear and ignorance. We will usher in the Golden Age of Love, Light, Peace and Plenty for all. The time is NOW. Earth cannot stand much more destruction. We are here to fulfill the Divine Plan. I am calling all of you to remember your royal heritage. Let us fulfill the Divine Plan together. Let us save our precious world. Let us heal our sacred mother Earth and nurture her as never before. The human game of cities and rush hour is only serving to destroy the atmosphere, the biosphere and the peace of mind of the people here. Why are we participating in an insane society that is causing the death and degradation of Paradise? Now is the time to fulfill the Divine Plan of Paradise on Earth. We have a lot to clean up, and it is a labor of love that we have volunteered for. Humans working in cooperation with Nature will restore paradise on our precious planet. You have all come to assist in the change that GOD has willed. We shall settle Earth in Light and Life and restore her proper place as Paradise in this Heavenly Universe. Look within, feel the divinity within your own heart. Welcome the presence of Love. Realize that this is the God force that dwells in you and beats your heart. Become one with your Almighty God self today. Say, "I AM that I AM. Almighty GOD is within me, and I fully accept the divine presence which `I AM' at the core of my being, and I now fully express this divinity in every thought, word and deed." Say, "I am a Living Christ come to liberate paradise from the clutches of fear and destruction. The greatest thing that you can do is to become a living master, become the Christed sons and daughters of GOD that you really are. Live it fully. Radiate your Love and Light. Then the brotherhood of man and the kingdom of heaven on Earth will be fully realized. We have much to do! Let us accept the responsibility to fulfill our mission to do GOD's will. This book is to awaken you to whom you really are. Reading this book and utilizing these practices will enable you to attain your Divine Birthright. Those of you who have inherited fortunes, now is the time to come forth and use that money righteously (right use-ly) for the healing of the Earth. Those of you who have earned or amassed wealth, now is the time to bring it forth to fulfill the Divine Plan.




Perhaps you've used your GOD-given talents to generate fame and fortune. Your being on the side of Light now can affect a great many people in an incredibly powerful way. Let us all stand together as emissaries of the Golden Age of Paradise on Earth.

YANA NADA SHAKTI

Swami Satchdananda

Swami Satchdananda

Yana Nada Shakti is a lady Master who came to me in 1984 after being at Swami Satchananda's ashram for ten years.

She told me that Swami told her to go to Hawaii, and so she flew to Maui, just going on her intuition. The very day she arrived, she saw a sign that said, Hana, and following her divine guidance, went straight there. I was living in Kipahulu at the time. For some unknown reason, I was compelled to go into Hana that day. When I got there, I wondered, "What am I doing here?" I saw this beautiful girl with long blonde hair walking up to me. She said, "We have a lot to do together." I answered, "Then you'd better get in." She climbed into my 4-wheel drive van, and away we went, home to the beautiful tropical farm. She stayed in a cottage there for the next four months. Every day we did satsang. Satsang means, "When people get together to reveal spiritual truths." She taught me everything she learned at the ashram, and every day we did toning, meditation and invocation. Everyday we blessed the sacred land with the energy GOD endowed us with during satsang. Nature responded so magnificently. Beginning from when she arrived until the following year, while I continued the practices each day, it only rained at night and all day it was beautiful and sunny. The fresh water pools were perfect to swim in that whole year. The mangoes ripened all year round. Mangoes are my favorite fruit. Usually they are seasonal. But, during that whole year, I could go out and pick a perfect mango every day. Yana does powerful healing work with her toning. When she worked with me, as I visualized a laser beam, which I created with my mind and focused into my heart. I felt the weight of armor fall away, and I dove into a limitless expanse of pure joy without end, swimming in an infinite ocean of bliss. Christ appeared before me, and I said, "What are you doing here?" He answered, "I live here." I said, "Yana, I'm swimming in an ocean of bliss", and she said, "Ananda, you have reached the state of Anananda." Yana helped me in the garden, and we prepared beautiful organic vegetarian meals. It was truly a blessed time.

SWAMI HARIHARI ANANDA

In 1986 I was initiated into Kryia Yoga by Swami Harihari Ananda from India. Swami was about 95 years old, with a flowing white beard and hair, and he looked like the perfect master. He was a disciple of Sri Yukteswar which was also Paramahansa Yogananda's master. They had lived together in the ashram in India. Swami Harihari Ananda stayed in India while Paramahansa Yogananda came to America to start the Self Realization Fellowship. About 20 seekers gathered in Kihei, Maui, to have satsang with Swami and receive initiation. When he called me forward, he touched my belly and I felt a current of electrical energy that vibrated within me. After he touched me, I sat down to meditate and heard the angels singing in harmony. I was in bliss, and became so peaceful that I realized I wasn't breathing. When I became aware, one part of my mind became curious and I wondered if I could go on in this state of pure bliss without breathing. I opened my eyes, and there on the wall was a clock, so I noted the time and then merged into the exquisite melodies of the Divine Sound Current. I experienced total peace in the breathless state. When the Swami called us out of the meditation, I looked at the clock and 35 minutes had gone by without me taking a breath. I had never experienced such profound peace and divine bliss before in my whole life. Swami's touch was truly a blessing. I spoke to the other people who were initiated that day afterwards, and none of them felt anything when he touched them, and none of them had an experience of achieving the breathless state, which is the ultimate goal of Kryia Yoga. I learned that some masters and disciples sit in meditation for 40 years to achieve this goal. Here I had received it the first time that I meditated, by the Master's grace. What a divine blessing it is to be in the company of such noble personages of spiritually enlightened masters and saints. The fragrance of their inner beauty is inhaled by the pure heart of the disciple who is receptive, and is so blessed by the saintly countenance of the master that it rubs off on the disciple like spiritual pollen impregnating the soul with divine ideals.

THE ASCENDED MASTER, ST. GERMAINE

The great Masters work ceaselessly to help us become perfected and help us to manifest in our lives the perfection and dominion that Jesus did. St. Germaine is a great Ascended Master, who lived for millennia upon the earth in a deathless form. He was known as the "wonder man of Europe" who knew the answers to everything and never grew old. He was called Hermes back in Greece. He looked for hundreds of years for someone who could bring forth the light and the knowledge and Truth of the mighty "I AM". He finally found someone in America who, by the pen name of GODfre Ray King, wrote the book "Unveiled Mysteries" about his encounters with St. Germaine. He also started the St. Germaine Foundation and the St. Germaine Press. I highly suggest reading books by St. Germaine. St. Germaine changed my life, and I owe my positivity and abundance to this great Master. In the fall of 1991, a pocket sized copy of the book, "The I AM Discourses, Volume III" appeared on my altar. During the next three months I went through great emotional discord. I was being severely tested by Lucifer, embodied in a man that I was with. He did things to me, that he said, if I had done them to him, he would have committed suicide. Well, I never contemplated suicide, but I was very distraught, and then one day I picked up the book and started reading it. It absolutely changed my life and set me on a course of right action and right thinking, which caused me to reclaim my harmony, my peace, and my good fortune.

I am so thankful to St. Germaine, I cannot begin to tell you. I ended up buying the whole series of his books for Christmas and reading the lessons as well. St. Germaine taught me about the Violet Flame, the Consuming Flame of Divine Love that has been given forth from his own heart to consume the discordant energies that have been released into the atmosphere by people who express feelings of anger, rage and other negative emotions. For, when you experience a feeling like that and you express it, you release it into the atmosphere. The atmosphere becomes charged with the negative, discordant energy and all life becomes affected in a negative fashion. When you call upon the Violet Consuming Flame and you visualize the beautiful Flame, starting at your feet, and enveloping you and your aura, it will consume all the discordant energy within your body and your aura. It will set you free from discord. I call upon the Violet Flame to go before me and to consume all the discordant energy in the atmosphere and transform it back into GOD’s pure energy. I also call upon the Violet Flame to go out from me, consuming all discordant energy in the atmosphere and to continue on until every bit of disharmony and every bit of negativity has been consumed and transformed back into GOD’s pure Divine Love. This is a great vocation and invocation. I now call upon all the servers of the Light, all the lovers of Life, all the Divine people who are becoming their true selves, to call upon the Violet Consuming Flame of Divine Love. To put an end to limitation, lack, disharmony and discord once and for all - within us, within our auras, within our world. So I call upon you to do this service for all of us and for every living thing. One of the greatest things that St. Germaine ever taught me was the idea to forgive everyone that has ever hurt me and to consciously send love to those beings before I go to sleep. I felt thirty pounds lighter the first night that I did this. St. Germaine asks readers in one of his books to stand up with him and call for the forgiveness of every person who has ever lived for every mistake they have ever made. I do that every day. I would love it if you would do that too. St. Germaine is really into us realizing the mighty "I AM Presence", the Magic Presence of GOD within us. He teaches that if we use the words, "I AM" constructively and purposefully, that we can create our worlds exactly the way we want them to be. Through St. Germaine's teachings I learned that self-mastery was possible by mastering my own thoughts and feelings, so that I can have harmony uninterrupted, every moment of my life. Then I can consciously utilize the great GOD power flowing into my use every moment, and qualify it constructively. It became clear to me that how I think, what I say and what I feel determines whether my world will be created in lack, discord and disease, or in abundance, health and wealth. I choose the later!

When I went to meditate at Notre Dame in France, I was deep in meditation and suddenly felt compelled to open my eyes. There before me stood a smiling man who reached forth his hand to give me something. When I opened my hand I saw a beautiful gold medallion of the holy Mother. The man looked at me admiringly while giving me his blessing and then took his leave. We never spoke but I had a feeling it was St. Germain.

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In Maui, in 1994, I AM was given her Tibetan Buddhist name, Karma Kunzang Lhamo, by Lama Ole who said it means All-Good Goddess.

Lama Ole Nydahl - Buddhism in the West

Lama Ole Nydahl is one of the few Westerners fully qualified as a Lama and meditation teacher in the Tibetan Karma Kagyu Buddhist tradition.

In 1972, after completing three years of intensive meditation training, Lama Ole began teaching Buddhism in Europe at the request of H. H. the 16th Karmapa, Rangjung Rigpe Dorje, the spiritual head of the Karma Kagyu school of Tibetan Buddhism.

He has since transmitted the blessing of the lineage in a powerful and contemporary way, traveling and teaching worldwide almost continuously. He has established over 600 Diamond Way Buddhist Centers in the Western world that are now under the guidance of the 17th Karmapa Thaye Dorje.

THE INTERGALACTIC FEDERATION OF VOLUNTEERS AND THE THREE SHROUDED MASTERS

Thank goodness that masters take retreats in Hawaii. Not only do earthly masters enjoy coming here, but inter-galactic ones do also. In 1983 a Venusian walk-in named Lyra came to Kipahulu, looking for a place to have an extraterrestrial landing. She told me her mission was to help prevent World War III and to introduce humans to allies from other worlds. Since I had previously had a good encounter with Venusians (Jason and Erica) on the Big Island, I decided to offer my assistance to help in any way that I could. So Lyra, her husband and her little girl came up to our home to check out the farm for possible landing sites. She chose my favorite meditation spot, which has a view of the Kipahulu Valley (which is rated as the most pristine place in America).

From the day that Lyra chose the place where the flying saucers would land to the day of the anticipated landing, it was four months. During that time, I was trained by invisible masters who came and worked with me day and night. Lyra channeled her captain, Clarion, on a computer at 120 words a minute. He had access to the records of each person's soul and state of consciousness in the entire area. He advised her with whom to communicate and where to place quartz crystals, which she brought up to the property, and whom to invite to the landing. Among the people she invited were Shirley MacLain, the well-known actress and author, and Donald Keys who is a foremost writer and lecturer on the emerging global society, president and co-founder of Planetary Citizens, and a long-time consultant to U.N. delegations and committees. Lyra asked me to greet Clarion as he disembarked his flying saucer, and planned to videotape the encounter from three angles. She planned to use this tape when presenting to the United Nations her doctrine for peace. During the four months preparation time, Lyra went away to enroll all the participants, and I stayed at the farm, meditating each day and building a vortex of pure energy. During this time, strange things began to happen. I began to see flying saucers a lot. Once, as we drove the Kuapo road coming home from our monthly town trip, I was in communication telepathically with someone aboard the crafts that paralleled us all the way home for about an hour and a half. Then, I began getting pinpricks and tingling which felt like electric shocks at the top of my head, on my shoulders, hands and on the tops of my legs when I would sit and meditate and even when I was riding in the car. When Lyra came back, she asked Clarion on the computer about this for me. He said that I was experiencing a quickening on the cellular level, which was a gift of Spirit. This would serve to make me a clearer channel for deeper extraterrestrial communications. When I was out walking on the beautiful land, I would see something that was like a silver thread that would slip through the air in front of me. It was so subtle that I believed it was just a glimmer of the inter-dimensional being that was there. When asking Clarion about it in her channeling, he said that it was him, and that many extraterrestrial beings were blessing the land and preparing it for the coming landing.

One day, I looked up on the mountain and there was a giant cloud that looked exactly like a giant flying saucer in perfect detail. It was so big it looked like it could carry at least 5,000 people. It was as big as the top of the mountain itself. It wasn't moving and there were no other clouds in the sky. John was in the shower, and I was so excited that he got out and went on the porch to look at it. He saw it too, then went back into the shower. Then, some people drove up in a car, and I waved to them to come up on the porch where they could see it. They came right up onto the porch to see it, but it was gone. The sky was totally blue, there wasn't a cloud in the sky. That flying saucer cloud had disappeared in a matter of seconds. I guess that it had appeared for our eyes only.

Each day I went up to meditate. I meditated in three places. One was on top of the hill. As I sat there, I asked GOD to please show me the next dimension, so that I would be able to accurately portray it in the movie script that I was writing. As I walked down the hill, there before me appeared this diamond shaped energy form that was about six feet in height and was hovering a couple of feet above the ground. It kept changing colors. It was glowing and I wondered if it was solid or not.

I reached out my arm to see if it would pass through it, and received a shock that sent me flying backwards. I landed on my seat and had a bump on my arm that lasted for a couple of weeks. The matrix, of course, vanished when I did that, and I thought how clumsy I was to have something so subtle and beautiful presented to me, and then to act like a bull in a china closet, trying to verify it to my human mind.

One night I was reading in bed when I looked up and saw a ball of golden light coming through the screen, entering my room. It was about a foot across and looked like the full moon through fog. It just hovered near the foot of my bed, a golden glowing orb of soft light. I said, "Who are you?" Telepathically, they spoke in my mind, telling me to close my eyes. When I did I saw that they were three tall beings, shrouded in hooded robes, but I couldn't see their faces. They were about seven feet tall. I could feel their vibration and they felt very kind. One of them sat on the edge of the bed with a notebook, writing down everything that happened. Another stood there watching everything, like a referee, making sure that my free will wasn't violated. The third one, who had an emanation of Christ-like energy, walked through the wall behind me and knelt down, putting his hands on either side of my head. I felt an atmospheric pressure over my entire body. As he pushed his hands together, squeezing my head gently, my whole body began to be compressed. Some force applied pressure directly to every part of my body at once. I couldn't move. I was scared, because I was being held by a force that put so much pressure on me, that I was paralyzed. I screamed in my mind and passed out. The next morning I was perfectly fine. The birds were singing and it was just like it had never happened. But, the next night they came again, and every night for three weeks. Every night they would come in and the third one would place his hands on my head, and I would be paralyzed and filled with fear and panic. Then I would pass out.

After about two weeks of this, my son who was two years old wanted to sleep with me. Just as he was getting ready to go to sleep, the golden orb came in through the screen. He sat right up in bed and said, "Who's that, Mommy?" I said, "Don't worry honey, those are just some friends of mine. You lay down now and go to sleep." So, he did. That night the same thing happened and again my fear overcame me. I began to be very distraught. Each night this happened, and although they never hurt me and I was always okay the next day, and they felt like such good beings, yet it was very scary for me.

One day I went walking and I was just beside myself about this process. I didn't know what to do, I didn't want to be afraid but I couldn't help it. It's a very scary thing to have extraterrestrials come and paralyze you. All of a sudden, I first felt, then saw, in front of me the one who put his hands on my head. His good Christ-like energy was radiating out a comforting feeling to me. He just descended and put his arms around me from the back and comforted me, and I heard, "It's okay, it's all right, we won't hurt you". I felt much better and when I went to meditate, I decided that if they came back again tonight, I was going to just remain calm and see what happened. I was determined that I would not give into my fear again.

That night they did come. I was alone when they came into the room, in the golden orb, like a full moon through a fog. When I closed my eyes I could see them and feel their individual presences. They did the same thing again, only this time, when the third one placed his hands on the sides of my head and I became unable to move, instead of becoming scared, I stayed conscious and let it happen. All of a sudden, it seemed like I went into a standing position, hovering over my bed with him behind me, and we moved forward suddenly, very fast. We went right through the wall and into a big flying saucer. There was a whole lineup of people there to greet me. There were small family groups from different worlds. They were all dressed in different costumes from their worlds of origin. Some of the outfits looked real modern and space age, and some of them looked almost like caveman clothes. When I saw that, and I saw their smiling faces, I recognized them and started laughing. I knew them and they were friends of mine. They were the Intergalactic Federation of Volunteers who are on a mission to help enlighten humanity and serve the earth. It felt like a class reunion with all my dear friends who were greeting me and were so happy so see me. I was overjoyed! Then I saw the captain who was the one who had put his hands on my head and I knew him, and I wanted to speak to him but he was busy with something with the craft.

They brought me a book and said that it was very important that I read this book. It was a big book, bigger than the Urantia book, and I proceeded to read this manual which had a lot of technical information in it about energy systems and devices. When I had finished, they gathered around me and told me that they wanted me to bring this information to Earth. I declined, saying that I didn't want to accept the karma if this should fall into the wrong hands. They said that it didn't matter, that it is so important that this technology be available to humans, for if something wasn't done to change the use of internal combustion engines, that every living thing on Earth would die. They told me that I would forget the information but that I would recall it at the appropriate time.

The next morning when I woke up, I was in my bed and everything was okay, and they never came back. But, it activated a memory in me.

When I was in Malibu at the mansion of John Metas of Prelude Productions, I had a dream that woke me and it didn't stop so I wrote down all the details of the grand design of a clean energy device I call StarPower.

As the day for the landing drew near, people began arriving from Washington D.C. and from the United Nations. Shirley McClain came from Europe via New York, and other very important people arrived from all over, which Lyra had invited. Donald Keyes, the founder of Planetary Citizens, stayed at our home with us. The night before the landing, I had a dream that Clarion told me that there would be no landing the next day because we were all in danger of incarceration, because too many people knew about the date and time and place of the landing, and we were in jeopardy of loosing our liberty. So, to protect us, they weren't going to land. The next morning at breakfast, I told everyone about my dream. They all said, "Oh, you're just being negative. Don't say that, don't spoil it." I said, "I'm just telling you what I know." They didn't want me to repeat it to the rest of the people when we went down to Charles Lindberg's house to get them. But, as we were driving up the hill, some power compelled me to turn my head, and I saw an unmarked car with four men pull into Sam Pryor's place. I knew instantly that they were with the CIA. They had just missed us going up the hill. We got up to where we couldn't drive any further, and then walked for a long way to the sacred spot. The men were carrying a ninety-pound crystal to bring up there for the landing. When we got there, we sat down. I had made a beautiful lei of yellow flowers for Clarion, for when he disembarked, and we all had special sunglasses provided for us so that when the space ships came in from the other dimension, they wouldn't hurt our eyes.

So, we all sat and waited and waited. They never came, and Lyra broke down into tears and I put the lei on her neck. I stayed at the farm, but the rest of the group went down to Charles Lindberg's estate, and guess who was there? The CIA, with an old acquaintance of Lyra's who led them to her. They had intended to confiscate the videotapes.

After the landing that didn't happen was when Lyra put the ninety-pound crystal in my bedroom, which drained my energy, while she went off trying to put something else together. (More details)

I wrote about the Intergalactic Federation of Volunteers in my screenplay, Stardancer. I often went up into the Kipahulu hills to pray and receive the infinite blessing in the form of a perceptible ray of light, which would bath me in a glorious radiance as I knelt, my palms turned upward, tears streaming down my cheeks in gratitude, sometimes for hours. When my husband, friends and I would ride horses up into the hills to pick strawberry guavas, I would go off alone to a sacred place I was called to, and kneel there in privacy. I felt that this experience was so sacred and personal that I needed to be alone with GOD to experience it. So I kept it to myself and didn't tell my husband or friends who wouldn't understand the depth of my experience. (put this by the cosmic adventure on horseback)

MY TEN PERFECT MASTERS

When my ten perfect Masters were with me, they taught me a great deal by their instruction, but I received far more from their words and deeds. Just being in the presence of their radiance, I was filled with the divine infusion of Spirit, which filled me with teachings as if by osmosis. Their radiance is of GOD, that same spirit of GOD in me, that acquired the attributes of their goodness, the morality of their teachings, and the inner knowingness of right choices to make. Having my Masters come to me, without my knowing who they were, and receiving what I did in their holy company, now I look back and consider the teachings and consider what I am reading about them in books by other Masters or by themselves, that espouse the teachings. I find that, by my own volition, I have come to the same realizations, the same revelations as they have taught, as they have lived; by an inner prompting of my own soul's growth. I found that when a saint or spiritual Master spends time with a sincere seeker of GOD, there is more that transpires than the words, which they say, or the initiations they perform. There is transmition that comes forth from the heart of truth directly into the soul of the sincere aspirant. This is the real communication of GOD to the soul. That is why, when in the presence of one who is ordained in discovering the will of the living GOD and is honestly trying to do that Divine Will, there is a spirit of idealistic beauty. That is the gift from one GOD-minded soul to another. I found that when I was with my masters, be they saints or gurus, they had a spiritual essence exuding from them, and I received peace. This "spiritual fragrance" is in their aura, so when I inhaled it, I became what I was taking in. This essence breathed into me and ignited the Divine Spark within. It called me to realize that, within my being, is the Great Self far beyond that which can ever be described.

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STARDANCER - THE MAKING OF A MOVIE

When I lived in Waimanalo in 1980, I took the first draft of my screenplay to Hollywood. I didn't have much money, so the trip was rather short. When I was ready to leave, I decided to treat myself on the way to the airport to a bowl of fresh raspberries and cream. I had the taxi driver drop me off at the Beverly Hills Hotel and went into the Polo Lounge. I got into a conversation with a gentleman who was with Polydor Record Company, and he had been scheduled to stay in the hotel, but was also scheduled to fly to New York for meetings there. He told me that, if I liked, I could have his room for the next two weeks while he would be gone. I gleefully accepted, and that night decided to take myself out to dinner there in the restaurant at the Beverly Hills Hotel. Being vegetarian,

I only ordered a dish of vegetables. I noticed, across the restaurant, that there was a table of people dressed in beautiful clothes, and that there were halos around the heads of two of the gentlemen sitting there. One of them was much brighter than the other. My inner voice told me, "This is your guardian angel in Hollywood." The men turned around and looked at me and started motioning me to come over. I asked the maitre d', "Is that gentleman trying to get my attention?"

The waiter went over to the table, spoke to the man with the brightest halo, and came back with an invitation for me to join his party for dessert. I walked over, and one of the ladies commented, "My, what an unusual dress." Then my guardian angel said, "Yes, very spiritual colors." I knew immediately - the first thing out of his mouth confirmed my intuition.

He asked me to sit down and join them, and asked what I was doing there. I told him that I'd come from Hawaii to see if I could get a movie made, and that I was looking for an honest lawyer to represent me in town. He said, "Well, I'm a lawyer and I'm honest." I said, "Good, give me your card and I'll call you tomorrow." The lady sitting next to me said, "My dear, usually if the Governor takes an interest in you, you offer him your card." Not knowing the proper etiquette, I pulled out one of my business cards and handed it to him. It had a lovely painting on it, which he liked and he said, "I'll call you tomorrow."

The next morning I was awakened by a telephone call. The lady on the telephone said, "It's the Governor's office. Is this Diane Leighland?" "Yes," I replied. "I have the Governor on the line to speak with you." I was quizzical because I thought that "the Governor" was just a nickname for this man. He said, "I'm sorry that I am unable to meet with you today, but I've arranged for you to have lunch with Gene Rodenberry in the Polo Lounge at twelve."

Well, Gene Rodenberry is the creator of Star Trek. I said, "I'll be delighted." Sure enough, when I got there, there was Gene Rodenberry sitting there ready to meet me. I gave him the first draft of my screenplay. We had another meeting at Chasen's, which was wonderful restaurant. He had read Stardancer and really liked it. He felt that it would be every bit as successful as Star Trek, and that I should produce it as a series as well as a full-length feature film, and that I should put "created by Diane Leighland" on them as he had done with his name in Star Trek.

Then we talked about creative ideas for different scenes. I told him that it was a shame that we couldn't use the save-the-whales scene that I had written now, because people really needed to be enlightened about the plight of the whales and how important it was. I told him it would be great if he could use the saving-the-whales scene in Star Trek, and he assured me that he would think about how he could do that.

Gene gave me a box filled with every book that he had ever written about Star Trek, about writing for the movies, about his TV series, and how to write scripts. Also he gave me a script from Star Trek. I had inspired Star Trek IV, The Voyage Home, a frantic attempt to save mankind. Kirk and his men must travel to back to 1986, San Francisco, to rescue a pair of Humpback whales and bring them to the future so that they can communicate with a mysterious alien power which is evaporating the oceans and destroying this atmosphere, because its communications to the whales have not been answered. I think that it's the best one they ever made, and I am so happy to have been inspirational for the film.

Gene also offered me a role in his Star Trek film in which he wanted me to shave my head and be a spiritual alien from another world. But he had told me that to have a successful film in America, it had to have conflict. I was being inspired with visions as I began to imagine the ultimate conflict of the cosmos and was feeling the urge to re-write my screenplay so strongly that I had to get back to Hawaii and work on it. Also, I wanted my screen debut to be meaningful, and though I liked the first Star Trek, The Motion Picture, to me the message of attaining the ascension through merging with a computer that had gone astray was confusing the message for humanity that I wanted to put forth, so I declined the opportunity to play a staring role in this film as my film debut.

It turned out that my guardian angel was none other than governor Pat Brown of California. He invited me to his silver jubilee, and stood with me in the reception line as all of his friends and associates filed by. He told them that we were making a movie together. I was seated beside his next-door neighbor at the table of honor, and there was excellent vegetarian cuisine. When the food came around I was delighted!

All the women were intrigued as I talked about being a vegetarian, and they wanted to know how I was a friend of Governor Pat Brown. I told them the story about how I'd been given the room to stay in the Beverly Hills Hotel, but that that was almost over and I was going back to Hawaii.

Donna Fields, Pat's next door neighbor by whom I was sitting, said that she had plenty of room in her house and that she would be delighted to have me as her guest. Only she and her daughter lived there, and they would be glad for me to come and stay there and teach them more about health, vegetarian nutrition, yoga and other things we had been talking about. I accepted and stayed there for three months. It was fabulous! She lived in Beverly Hills, and had a beautiful Grecian style swimming pool which I adored. Donna also made the best banana cake I have ever tasted. They were wonderful hosts. It was a great opportunity for me to go to Paramount Studios at Gene Rodenberry's invitation and see the blue screen and how special effects are made.

Gene told me that what I really needed was a "bad guy" in my movie because it was a tale of unending beauty and romance. He said if we were in China, it would be ready to be made into a movie now, because they don't have the violence that we have in America. I wanted to produce it in America so that it could be shown to as many people as possible. So, I had to come up with a villain. This really put my mind in a mode of creating a really big drama, so I came up with the most formidable adversary that had ever been created in a Hollywood movie. I knew that I needed a major re-write, and I didn't want to put my screenplay out there until I had completed it. So, I didn't make too many more contacts while I stayed there.

One night, while I was floating in the Grecian pool, looking up at all the stars, I was thinking about the heroes in my story, two stars that longed to love each other as only humans can. They came to Earth and incarnated as humans. I asked GOD, "Could be possible that this isn't just a story?" Well, when I was asking GOD if it was more than just a story, if it could be possible, overhead two parallel shooting stars came in from nowhere and streaked across the sky before my eyes. It was just like the scene I had a vision of and had written in my story previously. It was a great confirmation!

The next day, as I was jumping up and down in a little mini trampoline, looking down through the smog towards Century City. I jumped up and down for an hour and was breathing really regularly and deeply. Then, I started recalling events in my life, and went back with each event, getting younger and younger. Things came to mind that I hadn't remembered in years, and I recalled things that I did when I was just a little child. I remembered the first year of my life. I remembered being born. I remembered being in my mother's womb, thinking about the great things that I had planned to do in this life.

Then, suddenly it was before that and I was on the planet, Tarfeeze. I was walking through a beautiful park-like garden. Everything was very warm and comfortable. I stopped to contemplate the beauty of a flower. As I focused my attention on the beautiful petals, I became the essence of the flower. I was the flower and me at the same time beholding it. As I smelled the flower, I felt what it is like to have those velvet soft petals, to be like that flower.

I merged with the flower, and to this day I can remember the splendor of its beauty. I walked on and saw my friends, and I sat with them a moment, as we exchanged thoughts. On Tarfeeze we speak with mental telepathy and with an instant knowing of each other's feelings. There's no way you could keep a secret on Tarfeeze or tell a lie, because everything is instantly known. Everyone around you knows the moment you think or feel something. Into our midst, two beautiful angels descended, radiant and gloriously beautiful. They said, "We are looking for volunteers who are willing to come to a planet

that is very dear to our Universal Father. The people of this world have the potential to know GOD and be like him, and they are so beloved that the Creator wants to make sure that they don't destroy themselves. Their technology has now passed their ethical and moral attainment. They are in danger of destroying themselves and their world. Light beings are needed to come and spread their radiance as role models, and help to usher in an age of peace and brotherhood to prevent this disaster."

Without even knowing what kind of a planet it was, or how backwards its people really were, I volunteered along with my friends. We all did. My friend asked the angels if there was mass media developed on the planet yet, and one replied that it would soon be established all over the planet. We put our heads together and decided our plan of action, and that would be that when we came to live on the earth, we would all develop our talents and come together to use the mass media to create moving pictures that would help enlighten the people and save the planet.

When this rebirthing experience had taken me into my mother's womb, I fully remembered my noble plans. But, when I was born, my mother was sedated and I was pulled out with forceps that dented my head for my first year. Instead of being suckled with my mother's milk, I was given formulas which I was allergic to, which gave me a bellyache, and I became a colicky crybaby that screamed bloody murder my first whole year. During this time of agony, I forgot my mission, but remembered it that day, breathing deeply as I jumped up and down on the trampoline during this rebirthing experience.

RETURN TO WAIMANALO

I went back to Waimanalo, Oahu and rewrote my screenplay, adding to it Kalizon, the instigator of the Black Hole Rebellion, the ultimate power of darkness. I moved to Black Point in Kahala and lived there for a year while I did my Astralphysics ministry training from the Church of Revelations with Reverend Cy Hedeman, my friend and teacher. During this time, I swam in the Black Point pool every morning after watching the sunrise. In those early hours, I was joined by young Tom Selek, who had just moved into the neighborhood and was anticipating starring in Magnum PI, but at that time there was a writer's strike. So, Tom was painting fences in the neighborhood for the money to pay his rent. I liked Tom and his parents, but I wasn't attracted to him as more than a friend. I had been celibate for quite some time, practicing the teachings that Omraam Aivanhov had given me.

I had been watching the sunrise for about a year and a half, when one day it was totally stormy and I couldn't go out, so I decided to do my meditation lying in bed. After getting up and awake and everything, I laid back down and focused on the light, putting my attention in the center of my forehead. Then, I saw it, a beautiful golden light as bright as the sun. My mind was so filled with light that when I opened my eyes, it was darker than when they were closed. Then I saw my beautiful guardian angel, Daniella, who came and spoke to me. She was the most beautiful being I have ever seen in my life.

CHAPTER 9 - THE FORCE AND HOW IT WORKS

I met a wonderful man named Jackson Sesnon, whose spiritual name was Malik. He lived in Lanakai when I lived in Black Piont, on the backside of Diamond Head on Ohau. Malik was very tall and extremely handsome. He wanted to help me become me, more than help me with my movie project. Malik gave me a car to replace the one I had sold to raise the money to go to Hollywood. He also gave me something else. I wish I knew how to get in touch with him today, for now, everything would fit.

At Malik's birthday party, I met a man, who knew a producer in Hollywood that he wanted to introduce me to. The producer phoned me and he sent me a round trip ticket so that I could come to meet him and bring my screenplay so that he could read it. I was determined to get my screenplay made into a film, and I figured it would take me awhile in LA to arrange everything. I sold my car and my scuba gear, so that I could pay all my bills and my rent for the next three months while I was away. When my friend took me to the airport, all I had left was fifty dollars. I pulled it out and said, "I must be crazy, but I'm doing this for you, so, GOD, please bless this money because it's all that I have." I put it back into my pocket. In LA the producer at the airport met me. He took me out to Malibu, and then into Century City to his magnificent office. There were a lot of people vying for his attention. He was inundated. After waiting for an hour or more, he said, "I'm sorry but I have a lot of business calling for my attention, so I won't be able to get to you or your script until the weekend." As he rushed, he was writing something. He tore out a check from his checkbook and handed it to me, saying, "I hope that it won't be too inconvenient. Here, take this, just for incidentals in case you need anything until the weekend." When I looked at the check, I saw that it was made out for five hundred dollars, and GOD’s inner voice said, "Cast your bread upon the waters and it will return to you ten-fold." It was exactly ten times the amount of the fifty dollars that I had blessed just the day before! This producer ended up buying the option to finance my film for six months.

During that time was when I found and bought Sundancer, the golden palomino stallion and moved to Maui. There I met John Best, the day after I arrived, in the feed store in Makawao. I was buying food for Sundancer who was being shipped on the barge. When I saw John, it was love at first sight. Within a week, I was living in Kipahulu, and I stayed there for the next five years.

A man had read my astrology, and also the producer's to see if it would be good for us to be in business together. When he did my astrology, he told me that my Saturn would turn, that within the next few weeks I would drop out of society, not to emerge for another seven years. I didn't believe him. At that time I thought that I would be starring in my film, and that I was going to have my picture plastered on the billboards all over Hollywood. I was going to be a star.

But, you know, he was absolutely right. Three weeks after his prediction, I had dropped out of society, put my movie script on the shelf, and was living in the most remote part of Maui, care-taking a beautiful, tropical ornamental farm, raising horses and becoming a mother.

Now that I think back on it, if I would have accepted Gene Rodenberry's offer, I probably wouldn't have left Los Angeles. I wouldn't have met the Masters from Venus, John Anka, Yana Nada Shakti, Swami Hari Hariananda. I wouldn't have had Jesse, my son. I wouldn't have lived in the most beautiful, remote part of Maui and raised and trained horses there. I really love my life, and that was one of the most beautiful parts of it, living in Kipahulu. I'm so glad I didn't miss it for the glamour and glitz of the big city.

I focused on God a lot through my life, and He has spoken to me occasionally, always with miraculous consequences. My life was spared on numerous occasions, from horrific car crashes to attempted murder. By listening to God’s Guidance, I have overcome many seeming tragedies and recovered from crippling connective tissue disease. When doctors gave me no hope of recovery from an autoimmune disease that landed me in a wheelchair, I was led by God’s Unerring Guidance to a remarkable recovery. I have endured many broken bones, including a broken back, and all these have healed completely. When I was healing, I had more time to focus on improving my spiritual life, so I made God my full-time job.

In 1991 I focused on Him five to seven hours each day for nine months. Each morning I hiked up a remote sea cliff an hour before dawn. There I sat in God- Contemplation* for an hour before sunrise. Every day I felt His Divine Love and experienced ultimate peace. I reached the breathless state and experienced cosmic consciousness. God always opened my eyes the exact moment the sun began to rise, so I could behold His Light. Dolphins gathered by the hundreds in the sea below me.

Motionless, they floated, their dorsal fins rising above the surface of the water. Then, when I rose and stretched forth my hands to bless them, they would all jump at once, spinning with glee. Beyond them, families of great Humpback whales gathered, and closer in to the shore, ancient sea turtles clustered together below me. Above me, giant albatross’ circled overhead, while my horse and little dog stood at attention before me. They all lined up for my blessing, for they loved receiving the gift of God’s Pure Energy. I spoke aloud, blessing the creatures of the air, the land, and the sea. Then my blessing also reached out to you, flowing all around the world, gracing every person and all life everywhere.

Earlier, in 1981, Jesus had come to me in Spirit. He said, “I want to come through you.” Thinking that He wanted to be born into the world again, I got pregnant that very month. I gave birth to a son, whom I called Jesse Kuhio Kalani (which means, God’s gracious gift, a prince of Heaven). Jesse is, indeed, heaven sent. He is so filled with nurturing love and helpful wisdom that at Hana grade school, his class made up a special award, to honor him for being the most caring and sharing child in his school. But, ten years later, in 1991, when I was blessing all the world, Jesus came to me again, exactly as He had in the past. Again He said, “I want to come through you.” Confused, I said, “I gave birth to Jesse so you could walk the earth again.” Then Jesus said with extra emphasis on the last word this time, “I want to come through YOU.”

When God asked me to be His emissary, I was worried that I wasn’t good enough, or pious enough, or serious enough. I was always kidding around, so I thought that I’d better change my demeanor. Then He told me not to change a thing. He said, “Be light and joyful. Your laughter is especially loved by Me, and the Angels adore it.” He said He loved me just the way I was and that when anything needed to be changed in me, He would make the changes.

1993 Follow the trail of King Arthur through southern England, Chalice Well, Glastonbury, England, and The Tor

1993 World Peace Invocation in the Great Pyramid

In 1978, I asked God to take care of my financial needs so that I could work for Him full time, and He has provided for me in many surprising ways. God has also given me the ability to heal others, from migraine headaches to depression. He asked me to write about the miracles He brought into my life during Our Adventures Together, which is the subject of my forthcoming autobiography. Working for God through the years, I have written two screenplays and have compiled manuscripts for fifteen books thus far. Writing was hard for me, for I had to overcome both dyslexia and being an atrocious speller.

When I took the screenplay I had written for God to Hollywood, I met Gene Roddenberry, who offered me the opportunity to have a starring role, as a very spiritual, celibate alien in his first movie, “Star Trek, the Motion Picture.” But, following God’s Guidance, I turned him down, as well as an opportunity to star in the screenplay I had written. Saying no to these opportunities was the hardest test for me; but God had a greater career planned for me: a life devoted only to Him, far away from the distractions of the fast-paced, worldly, city life, where I could become divine by focusing my attention on God alone. He showed me a vision of a beautiful paradise, a pristine beach where the sun rose from the sea with a hillside pasture for my horse, SunDancer. So I moved to Kauai and after some searching, found the promised land.

In 1996, God asked me to record His Words for the new millennium verbatim. He asked me to bring a little hand held recorder when I came to commune with Him, rather than later trying to remember what I thought I had heard Him say. God also asked me to change my name to I AM. It was challenging, because I felt people would scrutinize me, or think I was crazy, or judge me as being egotistical for claiming I was God. Oh, how I wished He had asked me to build an ark instead... (not that I could have!) But now, I am happy that I did change my name and I know He’s happy too, because every time I meet someone in His Name, I AM, the conversation always leads straight to God.

I AM is God, because the Great I AM is alive and conscious in everything, as everything. Every one of us is divinely blessed to be part of God’s unfolding miracle of love and life. I feel so reverent to know that I am part of God, that His very Spirit is at the core of my being, that He talks to me, and guides me, and gives me His Divine Love. Now He wants to do that for you too.

People often ask me how I hear God. When I was younger, talking to God was like a one-way telephone conversation. I did all the talking and then hung up with a reverent “Amen.” One day, I was inspired to listen. I decided to still my thoughts. It is impossible to think our own thoughts and hear God’s Thoughts at the same time, because He will never intrude upon our thoughts. And so, I had to really focus on listening and not let any thoughts come to mind. It was hard at first. Sometimes He would only give me one word and I would have to wait for ten minutes to get the next one. And then, when I got a word wrong, one I thought He was going to say, or a thought came to mind getting in the way, He would stop. Then I would have to go back and see where I had gotten it wrong and begin again. He was very careful not to let me get any words wrong.

At our core, every one of us refers to ourselves as I am, though usually in the context of “I am hungry,” or “I am full.” God created us in His Image and His Divine Spirit lives in us, as us. When we seek His Inner Guidance and choose to do His Will, we become godly. By contemplating God’s Divine Nature and feeling Divine Love, we eventually become divine personalities who identify with God’s Holy Spirit, rather than thinking what we have been taught to believe, which is that we are ego based identities, unworthy of and separate from God.

When we experience a divine merger with God’s Indwelling Spirit, we are elevated to the joyous throne of Heaven within. There, we celebrate a Divine Marriage of Sacred Spirit, and become Temples of the Most High Living God!

I have aligned my will with His Will, and my soul is filled with His Holy Spirit. I realize that I AM God’s Living Temple. I have invited Him to speak up whenever He likes. Now, He wants to speak through me, to everyone on Earth.

Jesus said, “The Kingdom of God is within you.” Jesus realized God’s presence within Himself and received God’s Divine Love and Guidance directly. He spoke God’s thoughts, proclaiming, “I AM the light of the world.” He tried to explain to people, saying, “These things I tell you, I say not of myself. It is the Father within me that doeth the works.” But, unless people have had a firsthand experience of God within themselves, it is a very hard concept to understand, especially when they have been taught to believe that God is a mighty fearful Deity that lives somewhere else. Believing it was heresy and blasphemy to profess union with God, many people thought Jesus was egotistically speaking about himself, and so, misunderstood His teachings and condemned Him. Jesus said that we are all sons and daughters of God. Jesus said, “These things and greater things shall ye do also.” Let us prove Him right by realizing Heaven on Earth now in this new millennium.

Excerpts from my new Book, How to Be Healthy:

In Moloa’a’ Bay, Kauai in 1991, God instructed me to go on a fresh organic fruit & Spirulina smoothie diet, which lasted nine months.

Important World Events:

At the Oregon Country Fair In 1994, The Goddess I AM looked deeply into the eyes of the Devil and he was changed back into a good and brilliant Angel of light.

World Peace Invocation in the Great Pyramid in Egypt, 1993.

1971 MAUI JUNGLE EXPERIENCE BEING WITH GOD IN THE JUNGLEJohn Anka, founded "The Center For The Second Coming" in Cambria, California Huelo, Maui In 1971, when I first went to Maui, I ventured into the beautiful and remote valley of Huelo. Alone in nature, the jungle wilderness, I was determined to converse with GOD directly. I wandered down to a beautiful pool, and sat there, vowing that I would neither eat nor drink nor move from that jungle until GOD had given me an answer. As I sat there, the sky began to darken rapidly, with giant black clouds gathering in thick mushrooming columns. The light grew so dim that I couldn't see the way back through the jungle. I was frightened and started climbing up towards the light, but it got darker and darker, so I sat down near the edge of the cliff. Then the lightning began. As I turned to look at it, lightening flashed repeatedly only thirty feet before me, and the thunder reverberated around me. I felt the awesomeness of GOD’s presence. I stayed with GOD in the jungle, amid the mighty torrents of brilliant lightening and powerful thunder, while I spoke openly to His presence. When GOD and His storm departed, I was so filled with peace that I was content even to sit there while the mosquitoes made a feast of me. Later that night, I was found by a kindly man who took me to his shelter where his wife, a Hawaiian kahuna, placed aloes on my entirely mosquito-bitten body. Overcome by this intense experience, I could not speak, and was satisfied to simply sit on a stone for the next twelve hours, meditating without moving or even drinking water. I was that absorbed in the power of my communion with GOD.

Huelo Waterfall at Hale Akua, House of Spirit, where I lived for three months.

Huelo Waterfall at Hale Akua, House of Spirit, where I lived for three months.

THE LASER BEAM MEDITATION TO HEAL YOURSELF Visualize a shaft of light, like a laser beam, coming down through the top of your head. Then direct this condensed light energy to the place in your body that needs healing. Fill that place entirely with brilliant white light. Look with your mind's eye and find any shadowy places that need healing or that need enlightening. Direct the light energy to that place until it becomes filled with light. It's good to do your entire body with the brilliant white light of your laser beam. Also direct the pure white light to flood your memories, cleansing, purifying and healing the record of everything you've ever done, all the causes and effects. You can use the "laser beam" of pure light to open and free your heart. You will experience more love if you will focus on the "laser beam" on your heart and it is so full that it overflows with love and free the "laser beam" of light energy to focus on any dark areas of your brain. Doing this "laser beam" visualization as Yana Nada Shakti did some healing work on me, brought me into the state of Ananda, the ocean of bliss. I recommend it highly to everyone. YANA NADA SHAKTI   MASTER MICHEL and his Buddha Field At new years in 1991, I placed my things in storage and moved from Maui to California to be near Michel, a living master who came to meet me when I was living at the beautiful Pualani estate on Maui. The moment our eyes connected I knew he was a spiritual master and said so, to the amazement of everyone there. At first I thought he was Babaji, for his masters gaze saw straight into my soul. At that time I felt compelled to give him a chalice of water, the meaning of which was reveled to me later. I moved to California for about six months to live at The Buddha Field, Michel's ashram in North Hollywood, where he and one hundred disciples stayed in nearby homes. After about six months, I did a one-pointed meditition for seven days and nights focusing on GOD alone. The divine sound current filled my mind every waking hour for seven precious days. On the seventh day, GOD told me to move to Kauai. At that time, I didn't know a soul in Kauai or where I would live or how I could afford it. As these questions came to mind, GOD gave me a vision of a beautiful place with the sun rising from the sea, with a beautiful home on a secluded beach, where I could look out of my front window and see Sundancer in his majestic pasture. I wanted to go, but I didn't have enough money. A few days later a miracle happened. My former boyfriend, Will, had contracted Typhoid fever in Bali and I had helped him get well. Out of the blue, quite unexpectedly, he showed up and gave me a check in the amount of $25,000, as a gift for helping him heal.  So I was on my way! I flew to the north shore of Kauai, the most beautiful place I had ever seen, and I looked for the Promised land, and looked, and looked, and looked for forty-two days. I was almost ready to give up and just rent a place in Princeville. Then one day, I picked up a very bright hitch hiker and told him that I was looking for the place God had promised me, but had yet to find, even though I had driven around looking for it for six weeks. He said I couldn't give up and volunteered to help me look. As we were driving past the old dairy, he said, "Whats down that little dirt road back there?" I had never noticed a road there before. So I turned around and we took that narrow back road, far off the beaten path, winding all the way down to the sea. We got out and walked on the beach and there it was... the Exact  Vision GOD had given me!  I was guided to walk to the end of the private road and there I saw a for rent sign on a turquoise blue fence. The moment I saw the peach colored house with turquoise trim and the magnificent view, I knew I was home. Emile (Bob) Mansat, the owner of the house, had just decided to go long term with his beach front that had been a vacation rental for years. When I called, he said that he had just put up a for rent sign about an hour ago, and already had several people interested. When I met my new landlord, he was inspired to lease me the house because I was wearing the exact same colors (my favorite) that he had just painted the house.

The Promised Land in Kauai... GOD gave me a vision of this  and told me to move to Kauai, so I did. Mine is the glowing  two-story house.

The Promised Land in Kauai... GOD gave me a vision of this and told me to move to Kauai, so I did. Mine is the glowing two-story house.

All my things were in storage on Maui so my new landlord Bob Mansat, took me to the airport. I had purchased my ticket to Maui and checked in my suitcase. Then, as we were going through the x-ray checkpoint, there was a delay while taking time to inspect my computer. As I picked up my things, I noticed my purse was missing. In it was $350 in cash, all of my jewelry, my favorite photographs of my son and horse as well as my ticket, passport, credit cards and ID. I ran up to the gate where the plane was leaving with my luggage, but they wouldn't let me go aboard because I didn't have my plane ticket. We asked people and looked everywhere, even in the trashcans. My purse was nowhere to be found. Then I sat down for a moment and focused within. I focused on the point in the middle of my forehead where I always go to connect with GOD. Immediately I was filled with complete love and gratitude. Silently I prayed, "Oh GOD, I love you so much, thank you for my life and the experience of knowing you, thank you so much." In that moment I had forgotten completely about my loss and was awarded a treasure of Love. I felt calm and blissful. When I opened my eyes, Bob said, "You're not like any person I know. You're not upset, you're not mad, you really are different." I said, "Eventually, we let go of everything, so I might as well learn how to be graceful about it now." As we passed the flower shop, I went in to smell the beautiful pikake (jasmine) leis, because the essence of those flowers is so healing for the soul. "You're amazing!” he said, "You just lost your money and jewelry and everything, and you still have time to smell the flowers." Suddenly a knowing optimism came over me. "I have a feeling that I will see my purse and all of my things again," I said. Bob replied, "Well, that would take a miracle!" Assuredly, I answered, "I think we're ready for a miracle." From a distance we could see a ticket agent from Hawaiian Airlines run up to the security guard, gesturing excitedly. As we walked up, he said, "Are you Diana Leighland?" "Yes", I said. "Your purse containing your cash and jewelry is on its way back to you and will be here in an hour." I smiled at Bob. Astonished, he said, "Who found it?" The agent replied, "When the passengers disembarked in Honolulu, the stewardess was going through the cabin and discovered your purse laying on a seat. She picked it up and saw your name on the airplane ticket, and figured that you hadn't left yet. She called us immediately and asked us to look for you."   COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS On the eve of April 29, 1992 I was talking with Sai Baba in a dream. We had been talking for sometime when I turned to him saying, "Your sweetness is beyond compare". Then we entered a treasure house of spiritual trinkets and artifacts. There were clusters of little silver bells and sacred ceremonial paraphernalia everywhere. With a wave of his arm, he said to me, "You can have everything you want." I looked around at all this stuff and said to myself, This is all just stuff; all I really want is GOD. Then, loud and clear, words came into my mind, saying, "And, when all you truly want is GOD, everything shall be added unto you." Sai Baba's eyes sparkled as he added, "That's right." sathya-sai-krishna-peacock I had never read anything about Sai Baba before, but had checked out a book from the library entitled "My Baba and I" by Dr. John Hisop. Because of my dream, I was prompted to pick up the book and read it, and was surprised to find we feel the same way about so many things. In this book, Sathya Sai Baba says, "We are trying to discover GOD, searching for Him throughout the Universe. But we omit to investigate His existence within ourselves as the very core and keystone of our Being. When you discover yourself - your Self - all wailing ceases and you attain supreme happiness. This is real self-knowledge."(4.) Sai Baba also talks in the book about having a pure mind and experiencing GOD consciousness, and of how it is possible for each of us to have that GOD realization, but how few ever choose to go beyond their personal identity. Upon reading this book, I came to the conclusion that to achieve full GOD consciousness I must change the seat of my identity. That I must no longer identify with my little self, Diana Leighland, and that I must vest my whole identity/being in GOD, the supreme absolute, indivisible identity. Suddenly, I felt quite relaxed and needed to lie down. Closing my eyes, I heard the angels singing and focused my attention on the feeling of my love for GOD. Simultaneously, I felt GOD’s love for me. With a pure mind, hearing the harmonic melody, I was feeling both GOD’s love and my love at the same time. This feeling grew and merged, as I became the One Love. As my heart expanded in this divine feeling of supreme joy, my consciousness was set free. Expanding with a feeling of exuberant freedom, my consciousness rushed out in every direction at once. Unlimited, unbounded, perfect freedom was my joy, and I soon expanded to a place where my identity was forgotten, and the earth was so minute it was of no consequence. The earth, like a tiny grain of sand merged into the heavenly cosmos of stellar light, ecstasy and supreme joy. My consciousness, pervading the vast universe, became the essence that powers the stars and gives life to all form. My feeling of freedom was infinite. All life was at once my essence and my form. Time became eternity in my vast kingdom of Light. Then I felt the tug of that little identity mind that I was once confined to start pulling me back. Sai Baba's words that I had read came to my consciousness, reminding me that eventually thoughts always come and return one to the small prison of selfidentity. But, before this could eventuate, I resolutely denied that action, and expanded freely to full cosmic GOD consciousness, merging in the infinite almighty glory of being. In this place of being, there is no time, no limitation, no place that I am not. I am simultaneously everywhere and my infinite glory is replete. After about 5 hours, I returned to this reality briefly. I picked up my Herkemer diamond ring (a double-terminated quartz crystal, a dream stone which makes dreams incredibly vivid and total recall easy), and I lay down beneath my copper pyramid and merged into a state of absolute peace. Into my consciousness came many persons in white hooded robes walking silently in procession and leading me through the sacred chambers of the Great Pyramid, and finally into the sarcophagus. I serenely allowed them to place me within the crypt. My arms were crossed over my chest. My absolute trust in GOD left no room for fear. A part of me knew that I would lie interned for days while my soul made its flight. The massive stones of the pyramid, the heavy lid of the crypt, and the utter darkness all around me gave me an incredible feeling of heaviness. However, I was able to remain absolutely serene in spite of this. I just experienced the feeling and focused on GOD. The Royal Road lay before me, expanding into a glistening silver sea as I exited the apparent confines surrounding me. The Royal Road leads directly to cosmic consciousness, total freedom and supreme bliss. Once again, I was in my true abode and drank deeply of the divine nectar, the glorious refreshing of life everlasting.   MASTER CY'S ARRIVAL At dawn I was drawn into worldly consciousness by the memory of my responsibility to pick up Cy (sounds like Sai), one of my spiritual teachers whom I had not seen for ten years, at the airport. I felt as if I were in a daze. The world that we are accustomed to did not seem real to me at all, and I only wanted to merge back into GOD consciousness. At least I felt somewhat better, satisfied with the knowing that my "winged pharaoh" initiation had been a success. Before picking up Cy, I met my friends, Aarozz and Ave, who were leaving from the airport and were delighted to present me with a very special gift, verbuti (sacred ash) manifested from Sai Baba's own hand. Ave told me that they had decided to give me the verbuti the night before, but she had second thoughts about it because it was so precious to her. She looked for it upon her altar and it was missing. So she prayed, "Please, Sai Baba, show me where your verbuti is so that I can give it to Ilumina." Then, when she opened her eyes, the verbuti appeared right before her on her altar. She knew immediately that Sai Baba had kept it from her until her intention was clear to give it to me. They also gave me three books on Meher Baba's life. Cy was ecstatic when he saw me drive up. Bubbling over with enthusiasm, he took my right hand into both of his. I received a painful shock. All the nerves in my right hand and forearm were agitated. Cy had not experienced the shock and was concerned that he had hurt me. He told me that he had recently returned from Stonehenge and must have been charged with energy from the geomancy there. Feeling his power, I asked Cy to vow that he would respect my spiritual energy and that of my home, my temple, and that he would leave it the way that he found it, without consciously or unconsciously changing the vibratory rate I had established. He happily gave me his word. Cy is a master of geomancy, sacred geometry, and has developed his spiritual powers to a great extent. He was teaching "The Illumined Way" at a college in Honolulu and was building a replica of Stonehenge on Mount Tantalus. Within the hour I realized that the charge that I had felt was actually helping to ground me and was easing my re-entry into Planet Earth consciousness. As the hours passed, I felt myself gliding in like the Space Shuttle for a smooth landing.   THE DIVINE SETUP Cy is a clear light of integrity and congruency. Masterfully, he enrolled me into planning my life's work, and set up time frames for goals to be achieved. By the end of the day, I was enthusiastically feeling good about my purpose in life here on Earth. Imbued with a sense of well being, I realized that my plans for re-establishing paradise on Earth could come to fruition within five years. The next morning, as I read about Meher Baba's life, I realized the "Divine Setup" of perfect timing and events for my liberation of cosmic consciousness and the gentle re-entry to human life. When Meher Baba experienced cosmic consciousness, he didn't have anyone to guide him back and was in a daze for two years. For the first nine months he couldn't even feed himself, and then when he finally was again able to function on the human level, it was with great spiritual suffering. I understand that once you have become one with absolute Infinite Bliss and unbounded freedom, it could be hard, to say the least, to identify on the human level if one felt imprisoned in this human body and shackled to the confines of limited consciousness. Ever since Ananda Moyi Ma (a lady master from India) realized GOD consciousness and became that pure Love, her disciples have had to spoon-feed her like a baby. Another example of this phenomenon are the "Masts" in India who are people so GOD-intoxicated that they can't take care of themselves at all. It was so perfect for Cy to come exactly when he did and enroll me in my purpose in the Divine Plan to re-establish heaven on Earth. In this way, he got me to be enthusiastic about my divine purpose on Earth, which makes it easy for me to be here. If he hadn't have come exactly when he did, right after I received cosmic consciousness, I might have dived into Infinite Bliss forever. Thank goodness GOD, in His infinite mercy, arranged this Divine Setup for me to be safely guided back into being happy in my life on Earth while living in this beautiful paradise in Hawaii. It is comforting to know that I can be in GOD consciousness on a cosmic level as well as in individualized GOD consciousness on this earthly plane. In my meditation, before entering cosmic consciousness, Sai Baba instructed me to put verbuti on my throat chakra as well as on my third eye and crown chakras, and to eat some also. This he had me do so that I might express this ineffable, mystical experience of cosmic consciousness to share with you.     FOLLOWING MY INTUITION TO PARADISE GOD told me, "Move to Kauai and you will find a place right on the ocean where you will be able to see the sunrise from the sea and look out your front window and see Sundancer in his pasture." So I came, without knowing anyone, and ended up in the most beautiful place I have ever been. I live on a beautiful bay on the Northeast Shore of Kauai. I oversee a 164 acre ranch, where Sundancer lives in a pasture with a half-mile of beach frontage. He sees no fences and could walk away, but he is quite content up in the hills being the "king of the mountain". His only tether is Love, which allows his wild horse spirit to roam with a sense of freedom upon this sacred land. In the mornings, I hike up to meditate on the beautiful sun as it rises from the sea. The golden light is transforming me into my true GOD self. The beauty is sublime, exquisite beyond description, as the Lord of Light fills me with Love each day. I have chosen to live in nature in Hawaii now for twenty-three years, on four different islands, in the most beautiful pristine places in America. Asking GOD for inspiration, I receive visions, revelations and new technologies. GOD has given me inspiration for such beautiful stories that I have shared them with other people who have been inspired to invest money so that I could live and continue my work developing the stories into films. Money has also come from unexpected sources. This inflow of abundance has allowed me to continue living in the most beautiful places, without having to work for anyone else, since I first began working for GOD in 1979. I ask GOD about practically everything that I do or that I'm contemplating doing. I always get an answer, and it is always right. In the past I found that when I didn't follow this guidance, I ended up having to re-do whatever I was doing.   MASTER OMRAM MIKHAEL IVANHOV OMRAM WAIMANALO In 1979, I was living in Waimanalo on the island of Oahu. I had been writing one of my screen plays, "ASTARA." One day while swimming in the ocean, I looked up and saw a man in a white suit with white hair and a crystal cane.  An artist, I thought. Then an inner voice spoke and said, "He's your master, and he has come to teach you." I remembered reading that when Paramahansa Yogananda first saw his master and knew that he was the one, he went up to the master and bowed down and touched his foot. As I was swimming towards the shore, I felt compelled as if the energy were moving me towards this man. I looked up and saw that he was smiling at me. I abandoned my self-consciousness and walked right up to this stranger and knelt down and touched his foot. He smiled and motioned for me to follow. He took me to the house next door where there were many of his disciples. They were all beautiful young women, who were celibate, spoke English as well as French, and acted as his interpreters. They were writing books and took notes on everything he said, so that they could compile his teachings into volumes. I found out that his name was Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov. He was the head of the Universal White Brotherhood and had an ashram in the South of France. Omraam and his entourage were on a retreat in Waimanalo. He invited me to join them the next morning. For the next five weeks, I got up every morning at 3:30 AM and bathed and prepared myself to go out and contemplate the rising sun. A practice that was taught to me by Master Omraam is this: to enlighten your mind, behold the Light of GOD by contemplating our golden star of light, the rising sun. The light enters through your eyes, stimulating your pineal gland, which is the seat of your soul. Let the Light of GOD permeate your body, every cell, with its divine life-giving rays that emanate from the pure love of GOD. After the sun rose, we would all gather in a circle on their lawn and he would speak to me for a couple of hours, encouraging me to ask him about anything I wanted to know about. Each day I chose the topics and the young women interpreted for us and wrote down his answers to compile into books. When they were leaving to go back to France, they asked me to come and stay at their ashram, but I had never had the inclination to go to Europe at all, nor to India. I think that on a inner level my soul-call was so great, that GOD compelled the Masters to come to me. Or perhaps we all arranged a Hawaii vacation for all these deserving masters prior to our incarnations, ha, ha, ha. I've read that the master chooses the student. I thank GOD for His Grace in sending me such wonderful teachers who have revealed Truths to me and who have guided me along the path to the realization of my own divinity. Omraam taught me to behold the Light of GOD. He didn't speak English and I didn't speak French, but we communicated on a soul level. Years later, I met one of Omraam's chief disciples, Doug Ivanovitch. He told me that he had been with him in France and that there were 5,000 people with him each day, Omraam meditating on the sunrise. They loved him so dearly that they would do anything just to sit in the place where he had sat. He was truly revered. I am just amazed that GOD put him right next door to me, then told me he was my master and that he had come to teach me. It was so divinely set up. GOD is so wonderful. Hearing His voice informing me of this master reaffirmed (and what an affirmation!) that I truly did hear the voice of GOD. These days I wouldn't live anywhere else except where I can watch the sun rise from the sea and behold it all year round. The Light of GOD will enlighten your mind and illuminate your soul, and fill your heart with the warmth of GOD’s radiant love. You may read Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov's books, and I have listed his distributors in the bibliography. The greatest thing the Masters bring to a disciple is their model of excellence that fans the spark within the soul. The Masters are the finest living example of their teachings, and provide cosmic insight, which is the consciousness of spiritual values. That's the true Grace of having a living Master, because they are right there, living their truth and righteousness. They are what I call "morally fragrant," and morally fragrant persons are contagious with virtue!   THE UNIVERSAL WHITE BROTHERHOOD Omraam said: "The great Universal White Brotherhood has made its appearance on Earth because it has been decided above to engage humanity with a new current. The meaning of life is to participate with the elder brothers, helping humanity to become one family. For the entire world to become one family, the element of brotherhood is essential. "You say to yourself, "I want to change, I want to transform myself by working for a divine ideal." This ideal will then grow and grow until saints and geniuses and prophets invade the world with all their benedictions and blessings. Nothing is more important than this work." "This is what we must build, a Universal Brotherhood, so that people and nations can be conscious of unity and live in outer and inner wealth and abundance." Omraam said that if heaven would ever give him the opportunity to speak to the world, this is what he would say: "Hear me all you rich and poor, learned and ignorant!,..the reason you are in trouble, the reason for all your problems and difficulties is that you do not know what is in your best interest. If it is a question of making a profit out of something or someone, of finding excitement, of fighting, then you are ready. But when it is a question of creating the right conditions for all mankind to live in happiness and peace, there is no one! All because you have no idea where your interests lie. You are not really seeking happiness. If you were you would unite in order to obtain it, you would do anything to create it!" mJb6TQ_Dss9JhaIyFeQg_bQ ("The Great Universal White Brotherhood is not a sect", Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov, Editions Prosveta, 1982)     YANA NADA SHAKTI Yana Nada Shakti is a lady Master who came to me in 1984 after being in India at Swami Satchananda's ashram for ten years. She told me that GOD told her to go to Hawaii, and so she flew to Maui, just going on her intuition. The very day she arrived, she saw a sign that said, Hana, and following her divine guidance, went straight there. I was living in Kipahulu at the time. For some unknown reason, I was compelled to go into Hana that day. When I got there, I wondered, "What am I doing here?" I saw this beautiful girl with long blonde hair walking up to me. She said, "We have a lot to do together." I answered, "Then you'd better get in." She climbed into my 4-wheel drive van, and away we went, home to the beautiful tropical farm. She stayed in a cottage there for the next four months. Every day we did satsang. Satsang means, "When people get together to reveal spiritual truths." She taught me everything she learned at the ashram, and every day we did toning, meditation and invocation. Everyday we blessed the sacred land with the energy GOD endowed us with during satsang. Nature responded so magnificently. Beginning from when she arrived until the following year, while I continued the practices each day, it only rained at night and all day it was beautiful and sunny. The fresh water pools were perfect to swim in that whole year. The mangoes ripened all year round. Mangoes are my favorite fruit. Usually they are seasonal. But, during that whole year, I could go out and pick a perfect mango every day. Yana does powerful healing work with her toning. When she worked with me, as I visualized a laser beam, which I created with my mind and focused into my heart. I felt the weight of armor fall away, and I dove into a limitless expanse of pure joy without end, swimming in an infinite ocean of bliss. Christ appeared before me, and I said, "What are you doing here?" He answered, "I live here." I said, "Yana, I'm swimming in an ocean of bliss", and she said, "Ananda, you have reached the state of Anananda." Yana helped me in the garden, and we prepared beautiful organic vegetarian meals. It was truly a blessed time. SWAMI HARIHARI ANANDA In 1986 I was initiated into Kryia Yoga by Swami Harihari Ananda from India. Swami was about 95 years old, with a flowing white beard and hair, and he looked like the perfect master. He was a disciple of Sri Yukteswar which was also Paramahansa Yogananda's master. They had lived together in the ashram in India. Swami Harihari Ananda stayed in India while Paramahansa Yogananda came to America to start the Self Realization Fellowship. About 20 seekers gathered in Kihei, Maui, to have satsang with Swami and receive initiation. When he called me forward, he touched my belly and I felt a current of electrical energy that vibrated within me. After he touched me, I sat down to meditate and heard the angels singing in harmony. I was in bliss, and became so peaceful that I realized I wasn't breathing. When I became aware, one part of my mind became curious and I wondered if I could go on in this state of pure bliss without breathing. I opened my eyes, and there on the wall was a clock, so I noted the time and then merged into the exquisite melodies of the Divine Sound Current. I experienced total peace in the breathless state. When the Swami called us out of the meditation, I looked at the clock and 35 minutes had gone by without me taking a breath. I have never experienced such profound peace and divine bliss before in my whole life. Swami's touch was truly a blessing. I spoke to the other people who were initiated that day afterwards, and none of them felt anything when he touched them, and none of them had an experience of achieving the breathless state, which is the ultimate goal of Kryia Yoga. I learned that some masters and disciples sit in meditation for 40 years to achieve this goal. Here I had received it the first time that I meditated, by the Master's grace. What a divine blessing it is to be in the company of such noble personages of spiritually enlightened masters and saints. The fragrance of their inner beauty is inhaled by the pure heart of the disciple who is receptive, and is so blessed by the saintly countenance of the master that it rubs off on the disciple like spiritual pollen impregnating the soul with divine ideals.   THE ASCENDED MASTER, ST. GERMAINE The great Masters work ceaselessly to help us become perfected and help us to manifest in our lives the perfection and dominion that Jesus did. St. Germaine is a great Ascended Master, who lived for millennia upon the earth in a deathless form. He was known as the "wonder man of Europe" who knew the answers to everything and never grew old. He was called Hermes back in Greece. He looked for hundreds of years for someone who could bring forth the light and the knowledge and Truth of the mighty "I AM". He finally found someone in America who, by the pen name of GODfre Ray King, wrote the book "Unveiled Mysteries" about his encounters with St. Germaine. He also started the St. Germaine Foundation and the St. Germaine Press. I highly suggest reading books by St. Germaine. St. Germaine changed my life, and I owe my positivity and abundance to this great Master. In the fall of 1991, a pocket sized copy of the book, "The I AM Discourses, Volume III" appeared on my altar. During the next three months I went through great emotional discord. I was being severely tested by Lucifer, embodied in a man that I was with. He did things to me, that he said, if I had done them to him, he would have committed suicide. Well, I never contemplated suicide, but I was very distraught, and then one day I picked up the book and started reading it. It absolutely changed my life and set me on a course of right action and right thinking, which caused me to reclaim my harmony, my peace, and my good fortune. I am so thankful to St. Germaine, I cannot begin to tell you. I ended up buying the whole series of his books for Christmas and reading the lessons as well. St. Germaine taught me about the Violet Flame, the Consuming Flame of Divine Love that has been given forth from his own heart to consume the discordant energies that have been released into the atmosphere by people who express feelings of anger, rage and other negative emotions. For, when you experience a feeling like that and you express it, you release it into the atmosphere. The atmosphere becomes charged with the negative, discordant energy and all life becomes affected in a negative fashion. When you call upon the Violet Consuming Flame and you visualize the beautiful Flame, starting at your feet, and enveloping you and your aura, it will consume all the discordant energy within your body and your aura. It will set you free from discord. I call upon the Violet Flame to go before me and to consume all the discordant energy in the atmosphere and transform it back into GOD’s pure energy. I also call upon the Violet Flame to go out from me, consuming all discordant energy in the atmosphere and to continue on until every bit of disharmony and every bit of negativity has been consumed and transformed back into GOD’s pure Divine Love. This is a great vocation and invocation. I would call upon all the servers of the Light, all the lovers of Life, all the Divine people who are becoming their true selves, to call upon the Violet Consuming Flame of Divine Love. To put an end to limitation, lack, disharmony and discord once and for all - within us, within our auras, within our world. So I call upon you to do this service for all of us and for every living thing. One of the greatest things that St. Germaine ever taught me was the idea to forgive everyone that I've ever hurt or who has ever hurt me and to consciously send love to those beings before I go to sleep. I felt thirty pounds lighter the first night that I did this. St. Germaine asks readers in one of his books to stand up with him and call for the forgiveness of every person who has ever lived for every mistake they have ever made. I do that every day. I would love it if you would do that too. St. Germaine is really into us realizing the mighty "I AM Presence", the Magic Presence of GOD within us. He teaches that if we use the words, "I AM" constructively and purposefully, that we can create our worlds exactly the way we want them to be. Through St. Germaine's teachings I learned that self-mastery was possible by mastering my own thoughts and feelings, so that I can have harmony uninterrupted, every moment of my life. Then I can consciously utilize the great GOD power flowing into my use every moment, and qualify it constructively. It became clear to me that how I think, what I say and what I feel determines whether my world will be created in lack, discord and disease, or in abundance, health and wealth. I choose the later! When I went to meditate at Notre Dame in France, I was deep in meditation and suddenly felt compelled to open my eyes. There before me stood a smiling man who reached forth his hand to give me something. When I opened my hand I saw a beautiful gold medallion of the holy Mother. The man looked at me admiringly while giving me his blessing and then took his leave. We never spoke but I had a feeling it was St. Germain. ******** In Maui, in 1994, I AM was given her Tibetan Buddhist name, Karma Kunzang Lhamo, by Lama Ole who said it means All-Good Goddess. LamaOle

Lama Ole Nydahl - Buddhism in the West

Lama Ole Nydahl is one of the few Westerners fully qualified as a Lama and meditation teacher in the Tibetan Karma Kagyu Buddhist tradition. In 1972, after completing three years of intensive meditation training, Lama Ole began teaching Buddhism in Europe at the request of H. H. the 16th Karmapa, Rangjung Rigpe Dorje, the spiritual head of the Karma Kagyu school of Tibetan Buddhism. He has since transmitted the blessing of the lineage in a powerful and contemporary way, traveling and teaching worldwide almost continuously. He has established over 600 Diamond Way Buddhist Centers in the Western world that are now under the guidance of the 17th Karmapa Thaye Dorje.   THE INTERGALACTIC FEDERATION OF VOLUNTEERS AND THE THREE SHROUDED MASTERS Thank goodness that masters take retreats in Hawaii. Not only do earthly masters enjoy coming here, but inter-galactic ones do also. In 1983 a Venusian walk-in named Lyra came to Kipahulu, looking for a place to have an extraterrestrial landing. She told me her mission was to help prevent World War III and to introduce humans to allies from other worlds. Since I had previously had a good encounter with Venusians (Jason and Erica) on the Big Island, I decided to offer my assistance to help in any way that I could. So Lyra, her husband and her little girl came up to our home to check out the farm for possible landing sites. She chose my favorite meditation spot, which has a view of the Kipahulu Valley (which is rated as the most pristine place in America). From the day that Lyra chose the place where the flying saucers would land to the day of the anticipated landing, it was four months. During that time, I was trained by invisible masters who came and worked with me day and night. Lyra channeled her captain, Clarion, on a computer at 120 words a minute. He had access to the records of each person's soul and state of consciousness in the entire area. He advised her with whom to communicate and where to place quartz crystals, which she brought up to the property, and whom to invite to the landing. Among the people she invited were Shirley MacLain, the well-known actress and author, and Donald Keys who is a foremost writer and lecturer on the emerging global society, president and co-founder of Planetary Citizens, and a long-time consultant to U.N. delegations and committees. Lyra asked me to greet Clarion as he disembarked his flying saucer, and planned to videotape the encounter from three angles. She planned to use this tape when presenting to the United Nations her doctrine for peace. During the four months preparation time, Lyra went away to enroll all the participants, and I stayed at the farm, meditating each day and building a vortex of pure energy. During this time, strange things began to happen. I began to see flying saucers a lot. Once, as we drove the Kuapo road coming home from our monthly town trip, I was in communication telepathically with someone aboard the crafts that paralleled us all the way home for about an hour and a half. Then, I began getting pinpricks and tingling which felt like electric shocks at the top of my head, on my shoulders, hands and on the tops of my legs when I would sit and meditate and even when I was riding in the car. When Lyra came back, she asked Clarion on the computer about this for me. He said that I was experiencing a quickening on the cellular level, which was a gift of Spirit. This would serve to make me a clearer channel for deeper extraterrestrial communications. When I was out walking on the beautiful land, I would see something that was like a silver thread that would slip through the air in front of me. It was so subtle that I believed it was just a glimmer of the inter-dimensional being that was there. When asking Clarion about it in her channeling, he said that it was him, and that many extraterrestrial beings were blessing the land and preparing it for the coming landing.   One day, I looked up on the mountain and there was a giant cloud that looked exactly like a giant flying saucer in perfect detail. It was so big it looked like it could carry at least 5,000 people. It was as big as the top of the mountain itself. It wasn't moving and there were no other clouds in the sky. John was in the shower, and I was so excited that he got out and went on the porch to look at it. He saw it too, then went back into the shower. Then, some people drove up in a car, and I waved to them to come up on the porch where they could see it. They came right up onto the porch to see it, but it was gone. The sky was totally blue, there wasn't a cloud in the sky. That flying saucer cloud had disappeared in a matter of seconds. I guess that it had appeared for our eyes only. Each day I went up to meditate. I meditated in three places. One was on top of the hill. As I sat there, I asked GOD to please show me the next dimension, so that I would be able to accurately portray it in the movie script that I was writing. As I walked down the hill, there before me appeared this diamond shaped energy form that was about six feet in height and was hovering a couple of feet above the ground. It kept changing colors. It was glowing and I wondered if it was solid or not. I reached out my arm to see if it would pass through it, and received a shock that sent me flying backwards. I landed on my seat and had a bump on my arm that lasted for a couple of weeks. The matrix, of course, vanished when I did that, and I thought how clumsy I was to have something so subtle and beautiful presented to me, and then to act like a bull in a china closet, trying to verify it to my human mind. One night I was reading in bed when I looked up and saw a ball of golden light coming through the screen, entering my room. It was about a foot across and looked like the full moon through fog. It just hovered near the foot of my bed, a golden glowing orb of soft light. I said, "Who are you?" Telepathically, they spoke in my mind, telling me to close my eyes. When I did I saw that they were three tall beings, shrouded in hooded robes, but I couldn't see their faces. They were about seven feet tall. I could feel their vibration and they felt very kind. One of them sat on the edge of the bed with a notebook, writing down everything that happened. Another stood there watching everything, like a referee, making sure that my free will wasn't violated. Wow! The third one, who had an emanation of Christ-like energy, walked through the wall behind me and knelt down, putting his hands on either side of my head. I felt an atmospheric pressure over my entire body. As he pushed his hands together, squeezing my head gently, my whole body began to be compressed. Some force applied pressure directly to every part of my body at once. I couldn't move. I was scared, because I was being held by a force that put so much pressure on me, that I was paralyzed. I screamed in my mind and passed out. The next morning I was perfectly fine. The birds were singing and it was just like it had never happened. But, the next night they came again, and every night for three weeks. Every night they would come in and the third one would place his hands on my head, and I would be paralyzed and filled with fear and panic. Then I would pass out. After about two weeks of this, my son who was two years old wanted to sleep with me. Just as he was getting ready to go to sleep, the golden orb came in through the screen. He sat right up in bed and said, "Who's that, Mommy?" I said, "Don't worry honey, those are just some friends of mine. You lay down now and go to sleep." So, he did. That night the same thing happened and again my fear overcame me. I began to be very distraught. Each night this happened, and although they never hurt me and I was always okay the next day, and they felt like such good beings, yet it was very scary for me. One day I went walking and I was just beside myself about this process. I didn't know what to do, I didn't want to be afraid but I couldn't help it. It's a very scary thing to have extraterrestrials come and paralyze you. All of a sudden, I first felt, then saw, in front of me the one who put his hands on my head. His good Christ-like energy was radiating out a comforting feeling to me. He just descended and put his arms around me from the back and comforted me, and I heard, "It's okay, it's all right, we won't hurt you". I felt much better and when I went to meditate, I decided that if they came back again tonight, I was going to just remain calm and see what happened. I was determined that I would not give into my fear again. That night they did come. I was alone when they came into the room, in the golden orb, like a full moon through a fog. When I closed my eyes I could see them and feel their individual presences. They did the same thing again, only this time, when the third one placed his hands on the sides of my head and I became unable to move, instead of becoming scared, I stayed conscious and let it happen. All of a sudden, it seemed like I went into a standing position, hovering over my bed with him behind me, and we moved forward suddenly, very fast. We went right through the wall and into a big flying saucer. There was a whole lineup of people there to greet me. There were small family groups from different worlds. They were all dressed in different costumes from their worlds of origin. Some of the outfits looked real modern and space age, and some of them looked almost like caveman clothes. When I saw that, and I saw their smiling faces, I recognized them and started laughing. I knew them and they were friends of mine. They were the Intergalactic Federation of Volunteers who are on a mission to help enlighten humanity and serve the earth. It felt like a class reunion with all my dear friends who were greeting me and were so happy so see me. I was overjoyed! Then I saw the captain who was the one who had put his hands on my head and I knew him, and I wanted to speak to him but he was busy with something with the craft. They brought me a book and said that it was very important that I read this book. It was a big book, bigger than the Urantia book, and I proceeded to read this manual which had a lot of technical information in it about energy systems and devices. When I had finished, they gathered around me and told me that they wanted me to bring this information to Earth. I declined, saying that I didn't want to accept the karma if this should fall into the wrong hands. They said that it didn't matter, that it is so important that this technology be available to humans, for if something wasn't done to change the use of internal combustion engines, that every living thing on Earth would die. They told me that I would forget the information but that I would recall it at the appropriate time. The next morning when I woke up, I was in my bed and everything was okay, and they never came back. But, it activated a memory in me. [Ed.: do you want to explain a little of what that memory was?] As the day for the landing drew near, people began arriving from Washington D.C. and from the United Nations. Shirley McClain came from Europe via New York, and other very important people arrived from all over, which Lyra had invited. Donald Keyes, the founder of Planetary Citizens, stayed at our home with us. The night before the landing, I had a dream that Clarion told me that there would no landing the next day because we were all in danger of incarceration, because too many people knew about the date and time and place of the landing, and we were in jeopardy of loosing our liberty. So, to protect us, they weren't going to land. The next morning at breakfast, I told everyone about my dream. They all said, "Oh, you're just being negative. Don't say that, don't spoil it." I said, "I'm just telling you what I know." They didn't want me to repeat it to the rest of the people when we went down to Charles Lindberg's house to get them. But, as we were driving up the hill, some power compelled me to turn my head, and I saw an unmarked car with four men pull into Sam Pryor's place. I knew instantly that they were with the CIA. They had just missed us going up the hill. We got up to where we couldn't drive any further, and then walked for a long way to the sacred spot. The men were carrying a ninety-pound crystal to bring up there for the landing. When we got there, we sat down. I had made a beautiful lei of yellow flowers for Clarion, for when he disembarked, and we all had special sunglasses provided for us so that when the space ships came in from the other dimension, they wouldn't hurt our eyes. So, we all sat and waited and waited. They never came, and Lyra broke down into tears and I put the lei on her neck. I stayed at the farm, but the rest of the group went down to Charles Lindberg's estate, and guess who was there? The CIA, with an old acquaintance of Lyra's who led them to her. They had intended to confiscate the videotapes. [Insert material here about the crystal draining your energy] After the landing that didn't happen was when Lyra put the ninety-pound crystal in my bedroom, which drained my energy, while she went off trying to put something else together. I wrote about the Intergalactic Federation of Volunteers in my screenplay, Stardancer. I often went up into the Kipahulu hills to pray and receive the infinite blessing in the form of a perceptible ray of light, which would bath me in a glorious radiance as I knelt, my palms turned upward, tears streaming down my cheeks in gratitude, sometimes for hours. When my husband, friends and I would ride horses up into the hills to pick strawberry guavas, I would go off alone to a sacred place I was called to, and kneel there in privacy. I felt that this experience was so sacred and personal that I needed to be alone with GOD to experience it. So I kept it to myself and didn't tell my husband or friends who wouldn't understand the depth of my experience. (put this by the cosmic adventure on horseback) MY TEN PERFECT MASTERS When my ten perfect Masters were with me, they taught me a great deal by their instruction, but I received far more from their words and deeds. Just being in the presence of their radiance, I was filled with the divine infusion of Spirit, which filled me with teachings as if by osmosis. Their radiance is of GOD, that same spirit of GOD in me, that acquired the attributes of their goodness, the morality of their teachings, and the inner knowingness of right choices to make. Having my Masters come to me, without my knowing who they were, and receiving what I did in their holy company, now I look back and consider the teachings and consider what I am reading about them in books by other Masters or by themselves, that espouse the teachings. I find that, by my own volition, I have come to the same realizations, the same revelations as they have taught, as they have lived; by an inner prompting of my own soul's growth. I found that when a saint or spiritual Master spends time with a sincere seeker of GOD, there is more that transpires than the words, which they say, or the initiations they perform. There is transmition that comes forth from the heart of truth directly into the soul of the sincere aspirant. This is the real communication of GOD to the soul. That is why, when in the presence of one who is ordained in discovering the will of the living GOD and is honestly trying to do that Divine Will, there is a spirit of idealistic beauty. That is the gift from one GOD-minded soul to another. I found that when I was with my masters, be they saints or gurus, they had a spiritual essence exuding from them, and I received peace. This "spiritual fragrance" is in their aura, so when I inhaled it, I became what I was taking in. This essence breathed into me and ignited the Divine Spark within. It called me to realize that, within my being, is the Great Self far beyond that which can ever be described.

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STARDANCER - THE MAKING OF A MOVIE When I lived in Waimanalo in 1980, I took the first draft of my screenplay to Hollywood. I didn't have much money, so the trip was rather short. When I was ready to leave, I decided to treat myself on the way to the airport to a bowl of fresh raspberries and cream. I had the taxi driver drop me off at the Beverly Hills Hotel and went into the Polo Lounge. I got into a conversation with a gentleman who was with Polydor Record Company, and he had been scheduled to stay in the hotel, but was also scheduled to fly to New York for meetings there. He told me that, if I liked, I could have his room for the next two weeks while he would be gone. I gleefully accepted, and that night decided to take myself out to dinner there in the restaurant at the Beverly Hills Hotel. Being vegetarian, I only ordered a dish of vegetables. I noticed, across the restaurant, that there was a table of people dressed in beautiful clothes, and that there were halos around the heads of two of the gentlemen sitting there. One of them was much brighter than the other. My inner voice told me, "This is your guardian angel in Hollywood." The men turned around and looked at me and started motioning me to come over. I asked the maitre d', "Is that gentleman trying to get my attention?" The waiter went over to the table, spoke to the man with the brightest halo, and came back with an invitation for me to join his party for dessert. I walked over, and one of the ladies commented, "My, what an unusual dress." Then my guardian angel said, "Yes, very spiritual colors." I knew immediately - the first thing out of his mouth confirmed my intuition. He asked me to sit down and join them, and asked what I was doing there. I told him that I'd come from Hawaii to see if I could get a movie made, and that I was looking for an honest lawyer to represent me in town. He said, "Well, I'm a lawyer and I'm honest." I said, "Good, give me your card and I'll call you tomorrow." The lady sitting next to me said, "My dear, usually if the Governor takes an interest in you, you offer him your card." Not knowing the proper etiquette, I pulled out one of my business cards and handed it to him. It had a lovely painting on it, which he liked and he said, "I'll call you tomorrow." The next morning I was awakened by a telephone call. The lady on the telephone said, "It's the Governor's office. Is this Diane Leighland?" "Yes," I replied. "I have the Governor on the line to speak with you." I was quizzical because I thought that "the Governor" was just a nickname for this man. He said, "I'm sorry that I am unable to meet with you today, but I've arranged for you to have lunch with Gene Rodenberry in the Polo Lounge at twelve." Well, Gene Rodenberry is the creator of Star Trek. I said, "I'll be delighted." Sure enough, when I got there, there was Gene Rodenberry sitting there ready to meet me. I gave him the first draft of my screenplay. We had another meeting at Chasen's, which was wonderful restaurant. He had read Stardancer and really liked it. He felt that it would be every bit as successful as Star Trek, and that I should produce it as a series as well as a full-length feature film, and that I should put "created by Diane Leighland" on them as he had done with his name in Star Trek. Then we talked about creative ideas for different scenes. I told him that it was a shame that we couldn't use the save-the-whales scene that I had written now, because people really needed to be enlightened about the plight of the whales and how important it was. I told him it would be great if he could use the saving-the-whales scene in Star Trek, and he assured me that he would think about how he could do that. Gene gave me a box filled with every book that he had ever written about Star Trek, about writing for the movies, about his TV series, and how to write scripts. Also he gave me a script from Star Trek. I had inspired Star Trek IV, The Voyage Home, a frantic attempt to save mankind. Kirk and his men must travel to back to 1986, San Francisco, to rescue a pair of Humpback whales and bring them to the future so that they can communicate with a mysterious alien power which is evaporating the oceans and destroying this atmosphere, because its communications to the whales have not been answered. I think that it's the best one they ever made, and I am so happy to have been inspirational for the film. Gene also offered me a role in his Star Trek film in which he wanted me to shave my head and be a spiritual alien from another world. But he had told me that to have a successful film in America, it had to have conflict. I was being inspired with visions as I began to imagine the ultimate conflict of the cosmos and was feeling the urge to re-write my screenplay so strongly that I had to get back to Hawaii and work on it. Also, I wanted my screen debut to be meaningful, and though I liked the first Star Trek, The Motion Picture, to me the message of attaining the ascension through merging with a computer that had gone astray was confusing the message for humanity that I wanted to put forth, so I declined the opportunity to play a staring role in this film as my film debut. It turned out that my guardian angel was none other than governor Pat Brown of California. He invited me to his silver jubilee, and stood with me in the reception line as all of his friends and associates filed by. He told them that we were making a movie together. I was seated beside his next-door neighbor at the table of honor, and there was excellent vegetarian cuisine. When the food came around I was delighted! All the women were intrigued as I talked about being a vegetarian, and they wanted to know how I was a friend of Governor Pat Brown. I told them the story about how I'd been given the room to stay in the Beverly Hills Hotel, but that that was almost over and I was going back to Hawaii. Donna Fields, Pat's next door neighbor by whom I was sitting, said that she had plenty of room in her house and that she would be delighted to have me as her guest. Only she and her daughter lived there, and they would be glad for me to come and stay there and teach them more about health, vegetarian nutrition, yoga and other things we had been talking about. I accepted and stayed there for three months. It was fabulous! She lived in Beverly Hills, and had a beautiful Grecian style swimming pool which I adored. Donna also made the best banana cake I have ever tasted. They were wonderful hosts. It was a great opportunity for me to go to Paramount Studios at Gene Rodenberry's invitation and see the blue screen and how special effects are made. Gene told me that what I really needed was a "bad guy" in my movie because it was a tale of unending beauty and romance. He said if we were in China, it would be ready to be made into a movie now, because they don't have the violence that we have in America. I wanted to produce it in America so that it could be shown to as many people as possible. So, I had to come up with a villain. This really put my mind in a mode of creating a really big drama, so I came up with the most formidable adversary that had ever been created in a Hollywood movie. I knew that I needed a major re-write, and I didn't want to put my screenplay out there until I had completed it. So, I didn't make too many more contacts while I stayed there. One night, while I was floating in the Grecian pool, looking up at all the stars, I was thinking about the heroes in my story, two stars that longed to love each other as only humans can. They came to Earth and incarnated as humans. I asked GOD, "Could be possible that this isn't just a story?" Well, when I was asking GOD if it was more than just a story, if it could be possible, overhead two parallel shooting stars came in from nowhere and streaked across the sky before my eyes. It was just like the scene I had a vision of and had written in my story previously. It was a great confirmation! The next day, as I was jumping up and down in a little mini trampoline, looking down through the smog towards Century City. I jumped up and down for an hour and was breathing really regularly and deeply. Then, I started recalling events in my life, and went back with each event, getting younger and younger. Things came to mind that I hadn't remembered in years, and I recalled things that I did when I was just a little child. I remembered the first year of my life. I remembered being born. I remembered being in my mother's womb, thinking about the great things that I had planned to do in this life. Then, suddenly it was before that and I was on the planet, Tarfeeze. I was walking through a beautiful park-like garden. Everything was very warm and comfortable. I stopped to contemplate the beauty of a flower. As I focused my attention on the beautiful petals, I became the essence of the flower. I was the flower and me at the same time beholding it. As I smelled the flower, I felt what it is like to have those velvet soft petals, to be like that flower. I merged with the flower, and to this day I can remember the splendor of its beauty. I walked on and saw my friends, and I sat with them a moment, as we exchanged thoughts. On Tarfeeze we speak with mental telepathy and with an instant knowing of each other's feelings. There's no way you could keep a secret on Tarfeeze or tell a lie, because everything is instantly known. Everyone around you knows the moment you think or feel something. Into our midst, two beautiful angels descended, radiant and gloriously beautiful. They said, "We are looking for volunteers who are willing to come to a planet that is very dear to our Universal Father. The people of this world have the potential to know GOD and be like him, and they are so beloved that the Creator wants to make sure that they don't destroy themselves. Their technology has now passed their ethical and moral attainment. They are in danger of destroying themselves and their world. Light beings are needed to come and spread their radiance as role models, and help to usher in an age of peace and brotherhood to prevent this disaster." Without even knowing what kind of a planet it was, or how backwards its people really were, I volunteered along with my friends. We all did. My friend asked the angels if there was mass media developed on the planet yet, and one replied that it would soon be established all over the planet. We put our heads together and decided our plan of action, and that would be that when we came to live on the earth, we would all develop our talents and come together to use the mass media to create moving pictures that would help enlighten the people and save the planet. When this rebirthing experience had taken me into my mother's womb, I fully remembered my noble plans. But, when I was born, my mother was sedated and I was pulled out with forceps that dented my head for my first year. Instead of being suckled with my mother's milk, I was given formulas which I was allergic to, which gave me a bellyache, and I became a colicky crybaby that screamed bloody murder my first whole year. During this time of agony, I forgot my mission, but remembered it that day, breathing deeply as I jumped up and down on the trampoline during this rebirthing experience.   RETURN TO WAIMANALO I went back to Waimanalo, Oahu and rewrote my screenplay, adding to it Kalizon, the instigator of the Black Hole Rebellion, the ultimate power of darkness. I moved to Black Point in Kahala and lived there for a year while I did my Astralphysics ministry training from the Church of Revelations with Reverend Cy Hedeman, my friend and teacher. During this time, I swam in the Black Point pool every morning after watching the sunrise. In those early hours, I was joined by young Tom Selek, who had just moved into the neighborhood and was anticipating starring in Magnum PI, but at that time there was a writer's strike. So, Tom was painting fences in the neighborhood for the money to pay his rent. I liked Tom and his parents, but I wasn't attracted to him as more than a friend. I had been celibate for quite some time, practicing the teachings that Omraam Aivanhov had given me. I had been watching the sunrise for about a year and a half, when one day it was totally stormy and I couldn't go out, so I decided to do my meditation lying in bed. After getting up and awake and everything, I laid back down and focused on the light, putting my attention in the center of my forehead. Then, I saw it, a beautiful golden light as bright as the sun. My mind was so filled with light that when I opened my eyes, it was darker than when they were closed. Then I saw my beautiful guardian angel, Daniella, who came and spoke to me. She was the most beautiful being I have ever seen in my life.   CHAPTER 9 - THE FORCE AND HOW IT WORKS I met a wonderful man named Jackson Sesnon, whose spiritual name was Malik. He lived in Lanakai when I lived in Black Piont, on the backside of Diamond Head on Ohau. Malik was very tall and extremely handsome. He wanted to help me become me, more than help me with my movie project. Malik gave me a car to replace the one I had sold to raise the money to go to Hollywood. He also gave me something else. I wish I knew how to get in touch with him today, for now, everything would fit. At Malik's birthday party, I met a man, who knew a producer in Hollywood that he wanted to introduce me to. The producer phoned me and he sent me a round trip ticket so that I could come to meet him and bring my screenplay so that he could read it. I was determined to get my screenplay made into a film, and I figured it would take me awhile in LA to arrange everything. I sold my car and my scuba gear, so that I could pay all my bills and my rent for the next three months while I was away. When my friend took me to the airport, all I had left was fifty dollars. I pulled it out and said, "I must be crazy, but I'm doing this for you, so, GOD, please bless this money because it's all that I have." I put it back into my pocket. In LA the producer at the airport met me. He took me out to Malibu, and then into Century City to his magnificent office. There were a lot of people vying for his attention. He was inundated. After waiting for an hour or more, he said, "I'm sorry but I have a lot of business calling for my attention, so I won't be able to get to you or your script until the weekend." As he rushed, he was writing something. He tore out a check from his checkbook and handed it to me, saying, "I hope that it won't be too inconvenient. Here, take this, just for incidentals in case you need anything until the weekend." When I looked at the check, I saw that it was made out for five hundred dollars, and GOD’s inner voice said, "Cast your bread upon the waters and it will return to you ten-fold." It was exactly ten times the amount of the fifty dollars that I had blessed just the day before! This producer ended up buying the option to finance my film for six months. During that time was when I found and bought Sundancer, the golden palomino stallion and moved to Maui. There I met John Best, the day after I arrived, in the feed store in Makawao. I was buying food for Sundancer who was being shipped on the barge. When I saw John, it was love at first sight. Within a week, I was living in Kipahulu, and I stayed there for the next five years. A man had read my astrology, and also the producer's to see if it would be good for us to be in business together. When he did my astrology, he told me that my Saturn would turn, that within the next few weeks I would drop out of society, not to emerge for another seven years. I didn't believe him. At that time I thought that I would be starring in my film, and that I was going to have my picture plastered on the billboards all over Hollywood. I was going to be a star. But, you know, he was absolutely right. Three weeks after his prediction, I had dropped out of society, put my movie script on the shelf, and was living in the most remote part of Maui, care-taking a beautiful, tropical ornamental farm, raising horses and becoming a mother. Now that I think back on it, if I would have accepted Gene Rodenberry's offer, I probably wouldn't have left Los Angeles. I wouldn't have met the Masters from Venus, John Anka, Yana Nada Shakti, Swami Hari Hariananda. I wouldn't have had Jesse, my son. I wouldn't have lived in the most beautiful, remote part of Maui and raised and trained horses there. I really love my life, and that was one of the most beautiful parts of it, living in Kipahulu. I'm so glad I didn't miss it for the glamour and glitz of the big city.

I focused on God a lot through my life, and He has spoken to me occasionally, always with miraculous consequences. My life was spared on numerous occasions, from horrific car crashes to attempted murder. By listening to God’s Guidance, I have overcome many seeming tragedies and recovered from crippling connective tissue disease. When doctors gave me no hope of recovery from an autoimmune disease that landed me in a wheelchair, I was led by God’s Unerring Guidance to a remarkable recovery. I have endured many broken bones, including a broken back, and all these have healed completely. When I was healing, I had more time to focus on improving my spiritual life, so I made God my full-time job. In 1991 I focused on Him five to seven hours each day for nine months. Each morning I hiked up a remote sea cliff an hour before dawn. There I sat in God- Contemplation* for an hour before sunrise. Every day I felt His Divine Love and experienced ultimate peace. I reached the breathless state and experienced cosmic consciousness. God always opened my eyes the exact moment the sun began to rise, so I could behold His Light. Dolphins gathered by the hundreds in the sea below me. Motionless, they floated, their dorsal fins rising above the surface of the water. Then, when I rose and stretched forth my hands to bless them, they would all jump at once, spinning with glee. Beyond them, families of great Humpback whales gathered, and closer in to the shore, ancient sea turtles clustered together below me. Above me, giant albatross’ circled overhead, while my horse and little dog stood at attention before me. They all lined up for my blessing, for they loved receiving the gift of God’s Pure Energy. I spoke aloud, blessing the creatures of the air, the land, and the sea. Then my blessing also reached out to you, flowing all around the world, gracing every person and all life everywhere. Earlier, in 1981, Jesus had come to me in Spirit. He said, “I want to come through you.” Thinking that He wanted to be born into the world again, I got pregnant that very month. I gave birth to a son, whom I called Jesse Kuhio Kalani (which means, God’s gracious gift, a prince of Heaven). Jesse is, indeed, heaven sent. He is so filled with nurturing love and helpful wisdom that at Hana grade school, his class made up a special award, to honor him for being the most caring and sharing child in his school. But, ten years later, in 1991, when I was blessing all the world, Jesus came to me again, exactly as He had in the past. Again He said, “I want to come through you.” Confused, I said, “I gave birth to Jesse so you could walk the earth again.” Then Jesus said with extra emphasis on the last word this time, “I want to come through YOU.” When God asked me to be His emissary, I was worried that I wasn’t good enough, or pious enough, or serious enough. I was always kidding around, so I thought that I’d better change my demeanor. Then He told me not to change a thing. He said, “Be light and joyful. Your laughter is especially loved by Me, and the Angels adore it.” He said He loved me just the way I was and that when anything needed to be changed in me, He would make the changes. In 1978, I asked God to take care of my financial needs so that I could work for Him full time, and He has provided for me in many surprising ways. God has also given me the ability to heal others, from migraine headaches to depression. He asked me to write about the miracles He brought into my life during Our Adventures Together, which is the subject of my forthcoming autobiography. Working for God through the years, I have written two screenplays and have compiled manuscripts for fifteen books thus far. Writing was hard for me, for I had to overcome both dyslexia and being an atrocious speller. When I took the screenplay I had written for God to Hollywood, I met Gene Roddenberry, who offered me the opportunity to have a starring role, as a very spiritual, celibate alien in his first movie, “Star Trek, the Motion Picture.” But, following God’s Guidance, I turned him down, as well as an opportunity to star in the screenplay I had written. Saying no to these opportunities was the hardest test for me; but God had a greater career planned for me: a life devoted only to Him, far away from the distractions of the fast-paced, worldly, city life, where I could become divine by focusing my attention on God alone. He showed me a vision of a beautiful paradise, a pristine beach where the sun rose from the sea with a hillside pasture for my horse, SunDancer. So I moved to Kauai and after some searching, found the promised land. In 1996, God asked me to record His Words for the new millennium verbatim. He asked me to bring a little hand held recorder when I came to commune with Him, rather than later trying to remember what I thought I had heard Him say. God also asked me to change my name to I AM. It was challenging, because I felt people would scrutinize me, or think I was crazy, or judge me as being egotistical for claiming I was God. Oh, how I wished He had asked me to build an ark instead... (not that I could have!) But now, I am happy that I did change my name and I know He’s happy too, because every time I meet someone in His Name, I AM, the conversation always leads straight to God. I AM is God, because the Great I AM is alive and conscious in everything, as everything. Every one of us is divinely blessed to be part of God’s unfolding miracle of love and life. I feel so reverent to know that I am part of God, that His very Spirit is at the core of my being, that He talks to me, and guides me, and gives me His Divine Love. Now He wants to do that for you too. People often ask me how I hear God. When I was younger, talking to God was like a one-way telephone conversation. I did all the talking and then hung up with a reverent “Amen.” One day, I was inspired to listen. I decided to still my thoughts. It is impossible to think our own thoughts and hear God’s Thoughts at the same time, because He will never intrude upon our thoughts. And so, I had to really focus on listening and not let any thoughts come to mind. It was hard at first. Sometimes He would only give me one word and I would have to wait for ten minutes to get the next one. And then, when I got a word wrong, one I thought He was going to say, or a thought came to mind getting in the way, He would stop. Then I would have to go back and see where I had gotten it wrong and begin again. He was very careful not to let me get any words wrong. At our core, every one of us refers to ourselves as I am, though usually in the context of “I am hungry,” or “I am full.” God created us in His Image and His Divine Spirit lives in us, as us. When we seek His Inner Guidance and choose to do His Will, we become godly. By contemplating God’s Divine Nature and feeling Divine Love, we eventually become divine personalities who identify with God’s Holy Spirit, rather than thinking what we have been taught to believe, which is that we are ego based identities, unworthy of and separate from God. When we experience a divine merger with God’s Indwelling Spirit, we are elevated to the joyous throne of Heaven within. There, we celebrate a Divine Marriage of Sacred Spirit, and become Temples of the Most High Living God! I have aligned my will with His Will, and my soul is filled with His Holy Spirit. I realize that I AM God’s Living Temple. I have invited Him to speak up whenever He likes. Now, He wants to speak through me, to everyone on Earth. Jesus said, “The Kingdom of God is within you.” Jesus realized God’s presence within Himself and received God’s Divine Love and Guidance directly. He spoke God’s thoughts, proclaiming, “I AM the light of the world.” He tried to explain to people, saying, “These things I tell you, I say not of myself. It is the Father within me that doeth the works.” But, unless people have had a firsthand experience of God within themselves, it is a very hard concept to understand, especially when they have been taught to believe that God is a mighty fearful Deity that lives somewhere else. Believing it was heresy and blasphemy to profess union with God, many people thought Jesus was egotistically speaking about himself, and so, misunderstood His teachings and condemned Him. Jesus said that we are all sons and daughters of God. Jesus said, “These things and greater things shall ye do also.” Let us prove Him right by realizing Heaven on Earth now in this new millennium.   Excerpts from my new Book, How to Be Healthy: In Moloa’a’ Bay, Kauai in 1991, God instructed me to go on a fresh organic fruit & Spirulina smoothie diet, which lasted nine months. Important World Events: At the Oregon Country Fair In 1994, The Goddess I AM looked deeply into the eyes of the Devil and he was changed back into a good and brilliant Angel of light. World Peace Invocation in the Great Pyramid in Egypt, 1993. 1993 Follow the trail of King Arthur through southern England, Chalice Well, Glastonbury, England, and The Tor